Thursday, January 3, 2008

Black As Night

Fumbling my way through the darkness
with only the light of your heart go guide me.



Or should I trust my own sense of direction
and my own heart?


You might decide to leave me here
all alone and lost.


Then I will have no choice
but to follow my own light.


I hope that I can still find it
in there somewhere.

246 comments:

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Anonymous said...

F*** Yeah!!

Anonymous said...

There was an anon here last night. Wish I'd see what they were saying.

Can anyone clue me in?

sdock10 said...

Hang on, K.

I'll try to show you.

You care to clue me in by email what was going on last night?

sdock10 said...

Anonymous said...
It's not a secret, it's just that some of you didn't figure out the clues yet. Like it was for MWM remember?

Anonymous said...
I hope you don't mind me saying that I think you guys are only half right. You have the wrong people and place in mind but the right idea. Finally.


Amyranth said...
Alright, theory time.

BN and/or INO are planning an all out spamattack on Mayo's.

They'd better fucking not be anyway.


Anonymous said...
Wrong theory


paperheartxx said...
Theory #2:

Does Mayonaise have another secret blog that has been found?

(Anon, you did mention MWM)

Anonymous said...
No. This isn't his fault.


Anonymous said...
If I wanted to start shit, I would have. I tried to answer questions but shouldn't have. Not everyone is out to get you. Figure it out later and think about how an anon tried to help fix what named people messed up.



That's about it I think.

Kassiopeia said...

This definitely sticks in my mind for some reason:

"think about how an anon tried to help fix what named people messed up."

But I can't for the life of me think of when, and I'm not sure I'm up for hunting all the way back through 20,000 comments!

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

Hi all.

Mayo's poem - socky didn't you give him the moon somewhere in the last few days?

Anyone else having trouble taking a walk these days?

Kassiopeia said...

Hiya FASC,

Mwahahaha!! Like, finally...

All this conspiracy sh*t always goes over my head, and yet it's what I came for in the first place. This is BlogBelieve, after all, and I can't imagine anything happening at Mayo's that would actually really affect us in the Real World, so I essentially just go with the flow.

A heads up would be nice, but sometimes ignorance is bliss!

Kass xx

Kassiopeia said...

Random theory ahoy!

Previous Mayo post:
"The smoking gun."
p.s. my clichéd resolve will be found in the calm exhale of purity.


Either Mayo's quitting smoking, or he's going to "pop a cap in [the] ass" of whoever's p***ed him off.

Kass xx

Smoke said...

What named people messed up?

Wha?

I'm lost as usual. I woke up an two hours late and now I'm pissed.


Hello everyone in BlogBelieve!

elena said...

Hey Smoke

I just have an overwhelming feeling of sadness. If he ever needed to say something it was last night. As I said I think his silence spoke volumes.

Kassiopeia said...

Hi S&V & Darth,

Once upon a time, on a post long ago, the some regulars were jabbering on about something relating to Mayo and a mysterious Anon popped up to tell them all to STFU, in a serious enough tone to make me notice, but not enough for me to make a note of when, or what the 'Blues' were talking about.

Anonymous said...
It's not a secret, it's just that some of you didn't figure out the clues yet. Like it was for MWM remember?


Yeah, baby, yeah!! Because there's nothing like looking through 53 posts, each with ~1000 replies, mainly random witterings, to find a couple of 'clues' which may or may not lead us to the heart of the mystery. Zoiks, Scoob!

*Kass will be chirpy again once her period starts*

Kass xx

elena said...

Kass would you do it for a Scooby snack?

Kassiopeia said...

Does the Dark Lord have some tasty snacks?

I might go back and have a quick skim...

Kass xx

elena said...

Darth Elena's got nothing except a whole bunch of confusion.

Anonymous said...

In Blogbelieve, everyone thinks they are clairvoyant and they ruffle the wool of the other sheep with their missives of doom.

Silly.

Anonymous said...

Silly, eh?

Anonymous said...

Always.

anima said...

Hi everyone!

I'm confused too. I missed a lot last night.

Sdock, sorry I took off so quickly last night. The husband had dinner ready and kept calling for me. He was starting to get a little impatient. I hope to hang out more with you guys tonight. Yay!

Anonymous said...

Sdock likes me in black; I will always wear black. But I will not be responsible for any other black unicorns.

elena said...

PPU not everyone thinks they are clairvoyant. Although I do see dead people.

Anonymous said...

Fair enough, PPU in black.

How are you this morning? Are you in a pissy mood like I am?

Anonymous said...

S&V20, are you not able to play over at Mayo's today?

Anonymous said...

Yeah, I'll be back and to between here and there.

Anonymous said...

Oh, thought you were being locked out again.

Anonymous said...

Not yet, I probably will be later this afternoon.

After 200 comments, he throws me back out on the porch. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Why are you in a pissy mood, S&M?

Kassiopeia said...

Going blind flicking through old posts. Found some interesting stuff, none of it pertinent to my enquiries. Gnnnaarrgghh!

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

People just disappoint me, that's all.

People you thought were your friends. They turn their back on you and blame you for shit you didn't do.

People that are supposed to help you because that's what you pay them to do. Then they find some loophole so they don't have to.

Then to top it off, my office is right beside a public restroom and I can hear everything that goes on in there. O_O

This is no life for a princess.
It just sucks, that's all.

anima said...

Anyone else having trouble taking a walk these days?

I am.

I think I understand about the 'anon' trying to help when 'named people' were messing it up. Careful rings a bell.

If someone could email me what happened, that would be awesome. Or I can wait until AIM tonight, but I sure would love to know now. ;)

-Anima is very impatient. I am really trying to work, but Mayo's mysteries always get the best of me. Okay, back to worky work.

farawaysoclose said...

yup me too anima, want to stretch my legs but cannot so to speak!

i don't know whats going on and i don't AIM so if anyone who actually knows whats going on and can be arsed to email me that would be fab!!

elena said...

Princess I sent you an e-mail. Don't worry about answering. It's just some stuff I needed to say.

Anonymous said...

Too late! I've already answered!

Shame in me said...

im really confused what the hell is going on? O_o

Anonymous said...

I'm right there with you, SIM.

Kassiopeia said...

Take a pew and join the confusion, SIM!

I'm currently hunting back through 14,500 replies in the vain hope of finding something which I may or may not have imagined. I've discovered 2 things - we are fabulous and there's not been as many Anonymous posters as you'd think.

Still, I am, in effect, being paid to do this, so whatever!!

Kass xx

Shame in me said...

ahahaha well if you are getting paid you search away Kass i am just wondering whast the hell i missed last night O_o

Anonymous said...

PPU,

Someone told me that black suits you very nicely. ^_~

Anonymous said...

You get to talk to her and I do not? Yet another injustice in the world.

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry, PPU. She feels the same way.

And I thought I was fabulous enough to even entertain unicorns.......










Awww, I am! It's ok. I know you miss her.

anima said...

Why does this piss me off? Oh, I know why. I'll let you decide for yourselves.

Clicky

Anonymous said...

I can't see it, Anima!

What is it?

anima said...

Princess, are you blocked from Buzznet?

anima said...

Do you remember Alie from over at Mayo's last night?

Well this is a post on Buzznet from her (found it by accident because it's the Lynz/Gerard group and since it has the most members it(the group) is featured on the front page. :

tiffaunie: 12/30/2007 10:06 PM

First of all I would like to say that I like Lindsey. She is pretty cool. I've had some interesting conversations with her.

Second of all, Gerard and Lindsey have split.

I have heard this from mutual friends. Gerard won't answer my phone calls so I haven't gotten it from him.

If I'm wrong I am wrong, but I have heard this from multiple mutual friends on different occasions.



And well, there is a lot of other comments saying how she is friends with him and Lindsay.

If you are friends with someone, why would you do this? I am not very happy about this. I think it is just cruel.

Anonymous said...

From someone called 'tiffauni', who has 'Alie's' pic

I haven't talked to her lately. I work for TMZ so I tried to get a hold of them but they won't answer my calls or return them. Apparently Lindsey is telling people that they have split over one of Gerard's ex girlfriends. We can't legally make the announcement that they are split until we have heard from them or there publicists.

I have called them from my personal phone and from the TMZ phone. Neither them or there publicists are answering.

They could be doing something.

Ray had no comment about the situation. Matt had no comment, too. The other boys didn't call back. MSI had no comment as well.

By the look at it, they have split since no one is returning my phone calls. Celebrities only do that when they don't want to answer.

Anonymous said...

Last Thoughts
Before I start, I must point something out.

Our dear Mayo posted a blog called "The smoking gun" on Dececember 28th. The first word in the blog is "Reflection."
From 'Andrea's blog:

I wrote a blog one day before this on December 27th. The title? "Reflection." I even talked about my friend in that blog.

This is either a bizarre coincidence, or else someone just 'fessed up and blew his cover. The smoking gun indeed.

Anonymous said...

Okay, Anima.

You just hit the nail on the head.

If you have questions, any of you, you know what to do.

Amyranth said...

I'm emailing her right now.

-A

Anonymous said...

Let me just say that Andrea has never met Gerard. She talked to "him" online. This is not the smoking gun.

anima said...

Mustard, what do you mean? I don't know what to do. :(

Anonymous said...

So, Tiffaunie is Alie and supposedly she works for TMZ and is friends with Lyn-Z and KNOWS that they are separated?

Anonymous said...

Email me if you have questions.

This is part of this shit that we were talking about at Mayo's last night.

The shit we need Mayo to know.

Amyranth said...

That..... that.....

AUGH.

Anyone want an email address?

What a scumbag.

-A

Kassiopeia said...

Surely either:

Mayo isn't Gerard and is unlikely to give a tinker's toss,

or,

Mayo is Gerard, in which case he'll know already!

Or am I hugely confused?

Kass xx

Amyranth said...

Not only that, Anon, but she went straight to Buzznet to tell everyone there, because:
"I work for TMZ so I tried to get a hold of them but they won't answer my calls or return them. Apparently Lindsey is telling people that they have split over one of Gerard's ex girlfriends. We can't legally make the announcement that they are split until we have heard from them or there publicists".


What kind of freaking LOSER does THAT?

-A

anima said...

This kind of thing just doesn't sit well with me. Discussing someone's personal life (even if is or isn't true) is really distasteful. I'm very pissed off right now.

*Breathe, just breathe Anima.

Anonymous said...

Can someone explain this part to me? Who is Andrea?

Last Thoughts
Before I start, I must point something out.

Our dear Mayo posted a blog called "The smoking gun" on Dececember 28th. The first word in the blog is "Reflection."
From 'Andrea's blog:

I wrote a blog one day before this on December 27th. The title? "Reflection." I even talked about my friend in that blog.

This is either a bizarre coincidence, or else someone just 'fessed up and blew his cover. The smoking gun indeed.

anima said...

Amyranth, who did you email? Alie?

Anonymous said...

O_o

It just feels wrong, doesn't it?

I'm lost, totally. Even more so than first thing this morning.

Anonymous said...

PPU, so you're lost right there with me, huh?

anima said...

PPU, Andrea is a friend of ours around here. Well, I've never really talked to her, but she has been around for quite sometime. She seems really sweet. So I am not passing judgement on her. I feel like it is just a misunderstanding on her part. But who the hell knows. I'm clueless.

Anonymous said...

Maybe I should pay more attention to people other than just you and your sister.

I have never seen anyone named Andrea.

Anonymous said...

alie real name /=\ tiff
*think ALIE /=\ A LIE





**WARNING** do not trust 'ALIE' or her friends

Anonymous said...

PPU, check out Mayo's "Smoking Gun" Blog. Andrea is one of the first commenters.

Anonymous said...

So, Tiff is Alie and is friends with Lyn-Z and Andrea, who you now believe is Mayo?

Amyranth said...

Anima- You'd better believe it.

Alright everyone, I DON'T CARE WHO KNOWS AND WHO DOESN'T.

Alie is Tiffaunie, a reporter for TMZ.com

She has been lurking here, and at Mayo's either through her friend Andrea, or on her own. I think she believes that Mayo is Gerard.

She broke a story on Buzznet about Gerard and Lindsay seperating over an old girlfriend, with the words:

"We can't legally make the announcement that they are split until we have heard from them or there publicists".

A direct quote from her post at BN, guys.

Listen, I don't care who Mayo is. I could give a rat's ass if his posts have ANYTHING to do with this.

But who the fuck doe this KID think she is? "I'm Lindsay's friend. I know Gerard Way. By the way, they're splitting up, but shhhhh! I'm not allowed to tell anyone!"

THEN DON'T FUCKING OPEN YOUR FISHTRAP!


Lindsay may never read this, but I hope if she does, she drops this Tiffaunie chick like a hot rock.

Some friend.

-A

anima said...

Thank you Anon. Alie already made herself untrustworthy by her post on Buzznet. People like her are not welcome here in my book.

Kassiopeia said...

Discussing someone's personal life (even if is or isn't true) is really distasteful

To be fair, G-Way seems to love people discussing his personal life of late!

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

Thanks, Anon. I do not know why I never noticed her before.

Kassiopeia said...
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anima said...

There is a difference. Gerard is choosing to speak about himself. This is a supposed 'friend' telling the entire MCR fandom this truth/half-truth/lie. Who the hell knows?

Anonymous said...

I was the anon here last night. I felt guilty about giving up on trying to make you understand so I came back to make sure you are still standing.

If you're interested:
You can't completely solve this puzzle. There are still missing pieces spread about that you need to find.

Anonymous said...

Tiffaunie's personal blog:

Click me.

anima said...

Anon, I'm confused. Really.

Anonymous said...
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anima said...

"So my ex-boyfriend cheated on me with some whore while he was on tour and then married her after knowing her for less than two months. Don't tell me that isn't stupid. He's a dipshit."

Are you kidding me? This is so silly.

I'm having flashbacks about Tink.

Amyranth said...

Curiouser and Curiouser!

-A

Anonymous said...

What?

You know what? Eff it. I'm done for right now. My brain can't wrap around all this shit at the moment. Whatever the hell is going on......whatever. I don't know.

I'll talk to you guys later.

PPU,

I demand attention, ya know? It wasn't your fault you couldn't focus on anyone else. ^_~

My Little Pony, you know I'm just playin' with you. Have a fantabulous day, 'kay?



Love you guys!

XOXO,
S&V20

Anonymous said...

**warning - they lurk in discuss mayo as well as mayonaises

Amyranth said...

Why would she say:

"I'm going out with John, he looks just like Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance"

instead of "He looks like my ex-boyfriend?"

-A

Anonymous said...

On Buzznet on Dec.30th, she made her comment about working for TMZ. On her other blog, on Dec. 30th, she said she was interviewing with TMZ next week.

Full of complete shit.

anima said...

Bye Princess. Love you!

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
**warning - they lurk in discuss mayo as well as mayonaises

12:48 PM, January 03, 2008



That doesn't surprise me at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

andrea said...
Mayonaise, I have been reluctant in recent weeks to comment here or to address any of your postings. But this one got to me.

To be sure, I've had my frustrations with you. But I can't stand to see someone in pain, especially pain caused by another person you had trusted. I don't know the context or extent of the betrayal, but it clearly hurts you, and for that I am sympathetic and sorry.

I still don't know if you're the person I think you are. If you are, and you know me, then know this: I care about you.
December 30, 2007 3:06 PM


"The Smoking Gun, Reflection" posted December 31, 2007 ~8:41 PM

Jennicula said...

Hi guys. I'll be on later. But just wanted to check in on everybody.

Amyranth said...

Anonymous Anonymous said...

**warning - they lurk in discuss mayo as well as mayonaises


Let them.

There are places they CAN'T, and they should be more worried about what is happening there.

-A

Anonymous said...

Anon, does it really matter if they lurk? What is it going to change if they see what we type? Nothing.

Amyranth said...

Somebody wanna screenshot BN for me and email me with it?

-A

Anonymous said...

Unlike some, I don't talk about people. That makes giving you answers hard. Here is a tip you should keep in mind when solving puzzles:

Start with the corners and fill in the sides. Seperate the pieces with an edge from those in the center. You need a strong base before you reach out.
Think carefully before you check someone off any kind of list. Who do you trust, who do you doubt and why?

Some family members are worth holding on to even if they can't always give straight answers.

Anonymous said...

I think Alie, Andrea, Undercoverbrother or whatever they call themselves are all the same person. She is desperately trying to connect herself in some way to MCR, Gerard especially with her 'familiar' references to him in her blog, oh so subtle clues like 'GW' and 'fro.'

Anonymous said...

It's all starting to seem like the "this a big RP thing again and that worries me.

This is some of the stuff we were ona
About last night.

SOME of it. There is lots more we think we found.

I don't give a good goddamn about G Way or Lyn Z or what they are or arenKt doing.

I just don't want it to end.

And these bastards are crashing us all.

Kassiopeia said...

Hello to Anon, Mya, Anima, Amy & Smokie.

So it's all going mental in here!

I don't know much, but as I understand it - Mayo posts, a bunch of hot chicks reply. Even if Alie, Andrea, Tink & the whole of Buzznet and their mothers knew the URL, what real difference would it make? They'd pop in, see all we do is talk about random cr*p all day, then they'd get on with their lives surely?

Or am I missing a vital connection...

*scratches head*

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

This is worse than miracle whip. People are getting hurt and being excluded. Please don't turn on each other.

Amyranth said...

The more I read Tiff's personal journal, the more borderline she seems.

She even flip flops on Buzznet.

Read that entire thread.

"Oh, I'm Lindsay's friend, but her friend told me they split up. Does anyone else have any information?"

A little off the wall, yes?

-A

Anonymous said...

Why don't you just come out with it. Tell all.

Purge and atone.

Amyranth said...

Anonymous Anonymous said...

This is worse than miracle whip. People are getting hurt and being excluded. Please don't turn on each other.


Where are you getting that from? I missed a shitload of stuff last night, and I didn't feel hurt or excluded.

-A

Anonymous said...
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Anonymous said...

The only people attempting to hurt or turn on each other are those that are trying desperately to "keep things quiet".

What's the fucking point?

Why must you all lose your collective fucking minds and AIM and e-mail each other like lunatics?

Does it really matter or make you feel more special if you attempt to keep it all secret?

NO, KAPUNUA, it does NOT.


And I do not GIVE A FUCK, if dismiss me because I am anonymous.

Anonymous said...

This is exactly what we needed to know.

We needed Mayo to know this shit, if he didn't already, no matter who he is.

We needed Mayo to know that we had an inkling about something, and if he knew anything about it, we needed him to stop what was going on if he could.

Some may just be here for shits and giggles and to have identities revealed, but I have you know that not everyone is concerned with Mayo and his true identity.

I'm concerned with keeping "Mayonaise" for US. FOR US. For us to talk. For us to share be it about personal things, or be it about wanting to kick Gerard in the head sometimes.

It makes no difference.

We are trying to keep this place as safe as possible, and some people are trying to rip it the fuck down.

I'm sorry. I wish I had more to say and I had more answers, but I don't. Email me if you have questions, but know that I may not be able to answer them because I'm now just as lost as the rest of you.

Who this Alie/Tiff chick is, I dunno. What she did on Buzznet was incredibly wrong and it was a total disregard for Gerard's, Lyn-Z's, and the band's respect.

Anonymous said...

Surely the best way to protect Mayo and shut them down is to expose them. Why keep it a secret? What if Mayo has no clue what the fuck is going on here?

Anonymous said...

It is NOT illegal for a magazine for internet site to publish speculation about a break-up. That's how they make their damn money.

She's a lying freak. Why give her all this attention? You think Mayo cares?

It's clear from Andrea and Tiff's blogs that he has nothing more to do with them than he does with you.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
This is worse than miracle whip. People are getting hurt and being excluded. Please don't turn on each other.

12:58 PM, January 03, 2008

----------------------------
But another anon said:

Think carefully before you check someone off any kind of list. Who do you trust, who do you doubt and why?

anima said...

Anon, no one is turning on each other. There are no secrets. I am not even going to go there regarding emails/AIM's. We can do whatever the hell we want to. Sorry, but it's true.

Anonymous said...
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Anonymous said...

Who this Alie/Tiff chick is, I dunno. What she did on Buzznet was incredibly wrong and it was a total disregard for Gerard's, Lyn-Z's, and the band's respect.

Then again, if you deliberately put your relationship in the public eye and if your band sings about n*****s and f****ts or asks a bunch of kids to "fuck themselves" do you deserve it? Respect has to be earned, goddammit!!

If it was Framia, Raysta, Mikelicia or Boblin I'd be outraged too, believe me...

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

Please do not make new lists or 'cross people off' lists.

Remember what happened last time a list was made.

Or is that just an absent minded memory now?

You can stop this unraveling.

Anonymous said...

To avoid confusion, I am the anon from last night and the one giving you a different way to solve your puzzle.

- Family Friend

Anonymous said...
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Amyranth said...

Anon, I have no idea what the bloody hell you're going on about.

Everyone who posts on Mayo's blog exists in different timezones. We're BOUND to miss conversations!

Christ, I don't think the blog is falling apart, but if everyone keeps acting like it is, it will.

Back off, calm down. Come back in an hour.

I'M going to work. See y'all in about 12 hours.

-A

Anonymous said...

Anon, If you were truly a friend, you would tell us who you are and not be such an anon about it all.

anima said...

Thank you for your concern, Family Friend. And thank you for helping us with the puzzle.

And just to be clear, there is no list and no one is being crossed off.

We are all good. :)

Anonymous said...

Then leave, Mya, leave!

I'm not saying I want you to, but I'm sick of people making a big fuss about going when you know they're going to come back 3 days later.

Mayo is a game, we've been played once, we'll get played again; accept the rules before you join in and no-one gets hurt. Invest your life here or in anonymous people and it's going to burn like a motherf***er when the house of cards comes falling down.

Personally I love this sh*t, but I love my BlogBelieve chicks more!

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

No, I can't leave yet!
I want to see who the chicken-shit really is!

anima said...

Mayo is nobody!

Mya, Mayo is someone to me. I don't know who he is, but I like him. I do care about him. Just as I care for all of you. Some of my friends here are more mysterious than others, but that doesn't change anything for me. It's about what we give to each other.

Anonymous said...

You mean you guys actually LIKE getting played?!

Anonymous said...

Mya, have you been excluded or do you know what K is talking about when she says there is 'SO much more' going on?

Vivienne said...

Hello everyone.

I actually slept last night. Pure exhaustion, but it's 5:20am now and I'm wide awake with a headache from motherfucking-hell.

How is everyone else? not so chipper it would appear.

Vivienne said...

anima said...

Mayo is nobody!

Mya, Mayo is someone to me. I don't know who he is, but I like him. I do care about him. Just as I care for all of you. Some of my friends here are more mysterious than others, but that doesn't change anything for me. It's about what we give to each other.


- I feel that.

Anonymous said...

Oh, Anon, you KNOW I'm EXLUDED as always! Wouldn't you like to fill me in?

anima said...

No one is playing me. I may not have all the answers, but I gave up not caring about Mayo's identity a long time ago. It was hard at first, and I was definitely pissed off, but I decided I was okay not knowing. (It was after the whole Miracle Whip Me fiasco).

Anonymous said...

Played in BlogBelieve, Mya!

Sometimes it's good for the soul to be a taken for a sucker, and better here than in 'Real Life'. In a perverse way, if the fallout from MiracleWhipMe was accidental I actually respect Mayo's Machiavellian scheming less, because that, as an exercise in twisted psychology, was beautiful...

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

I would, but unfortunately I am as much in the dark as you.

Ironic.

Shame in me said...

God the drama!!! I still dont have a clue what went on last night except i get what y'all saying regarding andrea and A lie lol sneaky name

Anonymous said...

With you, Kass.

Anomyous dickweed: there were no secrets, you assheaded rodeo clown. We just didn't want to accuse anyone without knowing why we were doing it.

We weren't being secretive, we just didn't have the time to tell all and sundry the stuff we had found out.

Hello, lives outside of the blog? Not at your beck and call all day? Too goddamn bad if you feel "left out" while we try to figure out who is who and then get some sleep?

As for why we don't want them lurking around, consider it was 'cause this bungling moron was emailing us, crashing our blogs, bombarding us with questions, being stalkery and generally a hemmorrhoid. No, that kind of person should not be around our personal business. I personally do not stand, sit or squat for this kind of bulljive.

Oh, and you are a coward, did you know?

Anonymous said...

Sorry, the answer was right above me!

Anonymous said...

I am not a coward but I don't like to see people treated unfairly. Mya does not know about the other place and yet you say you do not have a list and you have not 'crossed anyone off your list'.

Try explaining that to Mya.

Smoke said...

Yeah, I know I said I was gone like five minutes ago but I'm back for just a sec so shoot me. I don't give a fuck.

I am no closer now to knowing who Mayo is and I don't give a shit. Understand, I DON'T GIVE A RIPPITY SHIT! It doesn't matter anymore.
Am I being played? I've said before, it's hard to bullshit a bullshitter. So, if you get your kicks by trying to stir up shit then fuck you. Nobody here deserves it. I agree with Kass when she said, so what if they read what we post on Mayo. Who cares? 99% of the time we are talking about our own personal shit. Are we all really that interesting? I guess so. Sometimes we talk about MCR. So what? So do ten billion other people.

I'm for real gone this time for a bit but I'll check in with you guys later.

As for shit stirrers, grow the fuck up.

S&V20

Anonymous said...

truth is MYA knows about the 'other' place so please get your fact's correct before commenting

Anonymous said...

I agree with Kass when she said, so what if they read what we post on Mayo. Who cares?



If you didn't care you would not run off to the other place.

anima said...

Mya, for the record...I came in here today, not knowing anything. I found Alie's post on buzznet on my own. It just happened to be part of the topic discussed in private by some. Not a big deal. I still do not know everything, but whatever. I'll live.

Anonymous said...

Whatever.

Anonymous said...

The truth is:
The only other place Mya knows about has packed up the elephants, tigers, clowns, and trapeze and left town.

Another truth: S&V20... Nah... Just keep talking.

Shame in me said...

theres a new secret place?
oh my wheres mayo when you need him

anima said...

Mya, that's what I know. Have no clue where or why it is gone. But I'm sure there is a good reason. I figure in time I will know.

Anonymous said...

This girl is just name dropping and making subtle inferences to make it look as if she hangs out with MCR.

Vivienne said...

I don't think there's a new place.I don't think that's it.

Anonymous said...

Ah, so it's good to see nobody is being excluded then....

anima said...

Cupcake, I don't think there is a new home. Don't stress.

Anon, I think you are exactly correct.

Running to lunch. Be right back.

Vivienne said...

Well I don't know....

Anonymous said...

Amyranth said...
Anonymous Anonymous said...

**warning - they lurk in discuss mayo as well as mayonaises

Let them.

There are places they CAN'T, and they should be more worried about what is happening there.

-A



See Cupcake, no other place. Nobody is being excluded.

Anonymous said...

I wouldn't speak so soon, anon

Anonymous said...

If you don't talk to each other you will destroy this place.

Please listen. Please don't let that happen.

anima said...

Anonymous said...
Ah, so it's good to see nobody is being excluded then....

1:52 PM, January 03, 2008


Please stop stirring shit. No one is being excluded. And if people where being excluded it would be the anons and the anons only. Get over it.

Anon616 said...

Mya said...
The truth is:
The only other place Mya knows about has packed up the elephants, tigers, clowns, and trapeze and left town.

=========

Wait, there was a circus too???

Darn.....and I missed it. Oh well, I don't think I would have cared for it anyway. I don't care for any type of entertainment that exploits animals........

That's just me, though!

Vivienne said...

Meh I'm not stressed. Just .... weary.
But I choose to stay, through all the shit, so any weariness is my own damn fault.
Have a yummy lunch anima.

Vivienne said...

It's ok anon, I don't think there is another place. Like I said in an above post I don't think thats it.

anima said...

Anon, I think you are exactly correct. That was to the name dropping comment btw.

Okay, I'm really leaving.

Please everyone, do not stress out. Everything is fine.

Anonymous said...

Please stop stirring shit. No one is being excluded. And if people where being excluded it would be the anons and the anons only. Get over it.



I speak the truth. People are being excluded. I am not an anon, so I have the facts. I don't like what's happening here again.

Anonymous said...

Glory Hallejuah!
Let me hear you sing it, Anon!
Testify!

Vivienne said...

anima, I'll try not to stress. I'm not actually stressing... more confused I suppose.

But we're family right?

So we'll pull together and get through whatever the hell this is.

Anon616 said...

cupcake said...
It's ok anon, I don't think there is another place. Like I said in an above post I don't think thats it.
=========
CUPCAKE! Stay still girl - please.
I'm trying to pounce on you and hug you!!!

Vivienne said...

* stands still *

Anon616 said...

You wear me out Cupcake!!!! LOL

And, all this going back and forth is getting me dizzy.....
I think I need to lie down now!

Love and Hugs,
#6
Wendy

Vivienne said...

I know Wendy, I'm thoroughly exhausting!
But isn't it worth it? lol

Vivienne said...

A song for all the family

Ooo and it's alright and it's comin' 'long
We got to get right back to where we started from
Love is good, love can be strong
We got to get right back to where we started from

Oh-ohhhhh
Do you remember that day
(That sunny day)
When you first came my way
I said no one could take your place
And if you get hurt
(If you get hurt)
By the little things I say
I can put that smile back on your face

Ooo and it's alright and it's comin' 'long
We got to get right back to where we started from
Love is good, love can be strong
We got to get right back to where we started from

A love like ours
(A love like ours)
Can never fade away
You know it's only just begun
You give me your love
(Give me your love)
I just can't stay away
I know that you're the only one

(Chorus)

Vivienne said...

P>S

I was thinking of using 'you sexy thing' for my cheesy 70's tribute song, but I felt the one I used was better for this.... but not for dancing. XD

Vivienne said...

P.S... gosh! it's p.s not P>S....

Smoke said...

Another truth: S&V20... Nah... Just keep talking.

Huh?

Vivienne said...

Off to shower, see y'all soon.

Anonymous said...

I find it funny that Kap can E-MAIL people an explanation but says she has no time to post the sordid details here. Make sense to you?

Stupid much? Yes, indeed.

Anonymous said...

If there is another place, no one told me about it.

Oh well! What can you do.

Anona
S are here to stir. Have fun with that, you guys.

Oh, I am not obliged to like or speak to ANY+,2 +, :232. The ones I treasure are th ones who matter to. Me.

Exclusive? No. Standards.

Anonymous said...

Actually have not emailed ppl you shit stirrer.

And what's it to you?

Wow, you are one sad, sorry, jealous person. Aww diddums, did K leave you out? Go cry in a corner.

Anon616 said...

Okay, I was told about the 'circus' and did receive tickets! I just forgot about it - my mistake *blushes*

And a big THANK YOU to those who sent tickets!!!!

Anonymous said...

Kap, once again, it's always humorous to find that you assume someone is either 1. Jealous of you or 2. A reg. posting as anonymous when someone voices their dislike for you.

You just can't handle being disliked, huh?


*coughUNWARRANTED-EGOcough*

Vivienne said...

I'm back.
Hi Kapunua!
Hi other people!

Vivienne said...

* Everyone else meaning people I've already said hi to today. You're all of mucho importance! Yes, mucho.

Vivienne said...

Gah! I mean other people meaning blah blah blah....
Ahhh forget it.

Smoke said...

Is it safe to come back in here yet?

Another truth: S&V20... Nah... Just keep talking.

Mya,

I would still like to know what you meant by this.

Original Punk J said...

Anonymous said...
If you don't talk to each other you will destroy this place.

Please listen. Please don't let that happen.

1:55 PM, January 03, 2008


Family,

What ever is going on or not going on, this is the most important comment that was left here today.

I don't mean e-mail, or post everything everyone knows about what ever happened last night and today.

I mean in general.

All of us came to Mayo's at one point in time out of curiosity. Wondering just who Mayo is and what was going on.

But over time, that didn't matter anymore. I don't think ANY of us can say with absolute certain who Mayo, SS, or ANY of the posters are, regulars, guests, anons, etc.

But we stayed here because we found a place where we would be accepted, where we would not be yelled at for every disagreement, for our different opinions, for being different. For being a misfit.

Would we REALLY know who Mayo is even if he did post, "Yes, my name is Harold Beansnapper from Iowa. How would we not know it was RONALD Beansnapper from Ohio, his evil twin brother?

It doesn't matter.

Don't forget about all the times we have pulled each other through, that we are mature people who truly have developed a rare and special relationship unheard of in Blogland.

We have lost sight of that.

Just Keep The Faith.

Take care of each other.

Step back a moment and remember when someone gave you a kind word or two in the past, and treat each other with respect and love.

Please.

Love. Peace. Faith.

L.

Smoke said...

I totally agree with you, L.

anima said...

I speak the truth. People are being excluded. I am not an anon, so I have the facts. I don't like what's happening here again.

2:00 PM, January 03, 2008


That's cool, but why are you posting as an anon? I totally understand where you are coming from, but I think everything will be okay. Hang in there. At least that's what I'm trying to do.

One question: Are you one of the supposed 'excluded' ones or are in the know of something that people are being excluded from?

elena said...

You know I try to like eveyone, really I do. However Mya you are being mean to the people you claim to like.

I think maybe you've been in "Law Enforcement" too long. You have a very jaded outlook on life. And yeah I do know that I'm talking about. My husband has worked in Law enforcement for over 20 years. He can always see the bad, evil side to everything.

You are standing gleefully rubbing your hands together waiting for this place to fall. Sorry it ain't gonna happen. We are stronger than that.

Oh and by the way..I think of Mayo as a friend. So pretty much when you trash him you're trashing one of my friends. I don't take kindly to that.

anima said...

L, thank you for your post. Thank you anon for writing the comment she quoted. It was really perfect.

Vivienne said...

*sighs*

L I agree. You are very right, I think we all need to listen to your post, and keep the faith.

You there! I love you. :)

Vivienne said...

AND Elena! it's good to see your face :) hug?

Original Punk J said...

Thank you guys. I have to leave for awhile to run errands, put I will be back on tonight. I just wanted to put that out there before I left.

Hang in there, Family.

I love you.

L.

Vivienne said...

And we love you L!

Send my love to J!

XD

Smoke said...

PPU,

If you're out there somewhere, can I ask you something?

What do you really think about all of this? Honestly.

I know you probably won't answer me but I just wanted your honest opinion. Not about who's who. I don't care about that. Just everything else.

Smoke said...

Ok, nevermind, PPU. I just read your response on Mayo.

Damn, we posted at like almost the same time!

I'm in your head, aren't I? Just a little?

Vivienne said...
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Anonymous said...

Smoke, did you see my response on the other page?

Elena, who have I been mean to?

Dang, we're all getting a bit paranoid, aren't we?

Smoke said...

Yep, I did and I also responded. Thank you, Mya.

Anonymous said...

What do you think about it, S&M? Does it matter to you, in the long run?

Smoke said...

It does matter, PPU. Why? I can't really explain it. Again, it's not about knowing who Mayo is. I admit I cared in the beginning but not now. It's more because there are so many nice people here and we all seem to understand one another. I don't know. Even you, the unicorn, are a part of this place whether you wanted to be or not.

What about you, PPU? Are you attached to this place, too? What brings you back? I'm not being a smartass when I ask that either, I'm being completely sincere. I'd just like to know.

*Princess is not always a smartass, though she is quite good at it.*

elena said...

Mya said...
I gotta see how this plays out! Oh, yeah... that's the only reason I've been here, isn't it?

Mya said...
I've never thought Mayo was who any of us thought. I've always been pretty vocal about that too. Also, on my profile, it is listed that my occupation is in Law Enforcement. When Mayo was giving different ones of you a nod here and there, I would try, but nope, never a peep. They knew I didn't fall for their shit.

Mya said...
If people want to still hang with each other, I say go for it! But I'd leave this bullshit! Mayo is nobody! Obviously someone or several someones, who have been stringing this thing along for what? 4 months now?

Mya said...
No, I can't leave yet!
I want to see who the chicken-shit really is!

Mya said...
You mean you guys actually LIKE getting played?!

Tell me Mya these words don't sound like someone who is just waiting for that great reveal so you can stand back and say "See, I was so smart. I knew."
Yeah, a true friend would want that to happen to her friends.
Oh and calling Mayo a chicken shit and saying that he is playing us all. Yeah, in my book that's mean. Silly old me!!

Anonymous said...

I really do not know, S&M.

Elena, Mya is not insulting her friends here. She is speaking her mind about Mayo. Are people not allowed to voice negative opinions here without being reprimanded or insulted?

Anonymous said...

Elena, I'm unarmed. You're the one holding a weapon.

Vivienne said...

Well darlings who are still here, I'm going to start my day I think.
I love you all
Hugs for all.

xoxo cupcake.

p.s Remember to chill, k?

Anonymous said...

None of what I said was mean to you or any other "regular". As far as Mayo - remembr, we don't know who he is! He could be some greasy dude, sitting in a penetentiary somewhere, for all we know!

Kassiopeia said...

Mya said...
If people want to still hang with each other, I say go for it! But I'd leave this bullshit! Mayo is nobody! Obviously someone or several someones, who have been stringing this thing along for what? 4 months now?

Mya said...
No, I can't leave yet!
I want to see who the chicken-shit really is!

Since Mayo is nobody, why hang around? You could be here waiting for months and you know you're only going to be disappointed!

Kass xx

Anonymous said...
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elena said...

Ah PPU
I pointed out what Mya has said and her attitude. Of course she can voice her opinion. I just pointed out that it sounds quite hurtful. IS there a problem with me voicing that?

I don't want anything to happen that will hurt my friends here. Mya makes it sound as if she does.
She wants to know who Mayo is...
I do not. I do not care. As far as I'm concerned he is a guy who writes with deep emotion. He is also the owner of a blog that has brought a bunch of really nice people together. Why then would I want him brought down?

elena said...

Mya I hold no weapon. I simply pointed out what I think about your words.


Mya said...
You mean you guys actually LIKE getting played?!

Tell me how those words aren't hurtful?

And yeah, I'm the Queen of Copy and Paste.

farawaysoclose said...

what is going on guys??
i feel like i am back at school and its not nice!
i don't know whats going on but its horrible when we fight. if it continues mayo will prob delete the whole thing cos its just fucking horrible. bad atmosphere.

Kassiopeia said...

Hi FASC,

Mayo won't delete unless he's backed into a corner by a couple of penis-eating chimaera. Either he genuinely likes us or he loves messing with our minds too much.

His hand will have to be forced!

Kass xx

Kassiopeia said...

I'd mail you what I got from one of the others, re: sudden mentalism last night, but it's in my damn government locked-from-the-inside e-mail!

PPU has a neat synopsis on Mayo @ 3.42pm, but there's other random stuff linking them to Mayo which I don't fully understand..

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

Elena,

So, that's not a weapon you're holding? Hmm, I guess you're just really glad to see me...

That is ANOTHER joke, by the way!

--------------------------------
I don't want anything to happen that will hurt my friends here. Mya makes it sound as if she does.
She wants to know who Mayo is...
I do not. I do not care. As far as I'm concerned he is a guy who writes with deep emotion. He is also the owner of a blog that has brought a bunch of really nice people together. Why then would I want him brought down?

-----------------------------------

How would that hurt you? To know who Mayo is, or is not?

How many conversations have any of you shared with Mayo?

How man conversations have you shared with each other?

Any true friendships made on this blog should be able to continue, with or without Mayo.

If you don't agree with that, then...

That's just absolutely fucking amazing...

Kassiopeia said...

Yeah, Mya, but would it be as much fun on our own without the conspiratorial crap? If it was just us, where would the evil anons go, what would they do?!

Kass xx

farawaysoclose said...

cheers Kass if you get chance tomorrow would you mind emailing any shit you know just cos i'll be dreaming about this stuff otherwise!!
cheers. i'm off now i'm so fucking tired.
love to all!
lets not fall apart!

elena said...

Hey Mya the Queen of Copy and Paste strikes again...

How would that hurt you? To know who Mayo is, or is not?

Did I say it would hurt me? Nope. I said that you want to know. You want to prove that all of us have been played because you really seem to believe we think Mayo is, as you have called him, "He who shall not be named."

How many conversations have any of you shared with Mayo?

Oh hundreds, Mayo was just over for tea. (Joke by the way). Did I say I enjoyed conversing with him? Nope, I said I enjoyed his words.

How man conversations have you shared with each other?

Many wonderful conversations, I'm happy to report.

Any true friendships made on this blog should be able to continue, with or without Mayo.

That is true but why should they have to continue without Mayo? He brought us together. Many of us truly like the guy.

If you don't agree with that, then...

That's just absolutely fucking amazing...

Well then I guess I'm absolutely fucking amazing...

dei gratia said...

Hello Ladies!
Everyone okay?

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