Thursday, April 10, 2008

She

By: Jennifer Nettles

She laughs when she thinks her whole life could fit in her car.
And she could drive it wherever she wanted.
But she knows that she will never get that far.
This suffering's hers and she will flaunt it right in their face in that place where they condemn her soul with their smiles that are so curt.

You know she always smiles at the mirror that way.
It's there to remind her of the hurt.
And in her mind is a mixture of the sacred and profane.
And sometimes she wonders if the two are not the same.

And deep inside that Babylon she's building like she just can't stop.
She'll go on climbing even though she knows Heaven's not at the top.
And she'll let her mind wonder for what seems like forty years, and never find the Promised land, even though it's in her hands.

She takes everything she hears to her heart and gives it a room.
And most times it sends her reeling.Her heart is pregnant with the graves of stillborn love.
Cause she imbues every word with meaning.
Now she will search for her Messiah in the comfort of her bed.

To try to learn to take all the blame.
You know she tried to look up his number when he left her that time before, but God didn't tell her his last name.

23 comments:

sdock10 said...

Both sides of your brain are fully engaged in today's activities -- which should be amusing, if sometimes maddening. Trying to reach an agreement with yourself has never been this delicate.


Uh-oh, this could get ugly or very interesting. Not sure which. Stay tuned....

sdock10 said...

First! Yay for me!

Porchies, have a good one.


Solly ♥'s and missses PPU!

Smoke said...

I don't wanna go! Don't make me!

>_<


Oh well!

Have a great day everyone!

Anonymous said...

Damn those lyrics.

Not sure how the day's gonna turn out. It's not feeling very groovy at the moment, so we'll see.

Wishing you all a wonderful Thursday!

Jules, sending you extra patience. :)

See you all later!

Anonymous said...

*looks for trollop*

*comes to the conclusion, she must be workin*

*working what tho? hahahahaha*

Anonymous said...

The porch is pitiful. It oozes lonliness.

Smoke said...

Poor Porch. :(

sdock10 said...

The porch is crying in total sadness.

Smoke said...

No Princess.

No Solly.

No Kapunua.

No Mustard.

No Fimble Venoms.

No FASC.

No Jennicula.

No PP.

No Kass.

Not even a unicorn.

:(

Soooo sad.

sdock10 said...

*leans head against porch post, wraps arms around*

I still love you, porch.

Smoke said...

Oh! And no MissT.

And no RW.

And no Anima.

And no Sis Midnite in a long ass time. O_o

Smoke said...

No Lucy Lu.

Nobody.

Not even an Anon.

WTF?

sdock10 said...

I dunno..I guess everyone is crazy busy these days.

Porch, don't cry anymore.

Anonymous said...

Dont cry for me ohh porch
the truth is, i never left you


*sung in the best madonna voice*

*runs round the porch shouting Fimble venoms sock star is here*

*runs back home cos she has to jump in the pool*

bye bye, i will be back

sdock10 said...

Betty,

That was just so wrong. I want a pool.

Smoke said...

Scorpio (10/23-11/21)Let yourself go today -- or at least try to. You don't need to have so much control.

Ummm, yes I do. I always have to have control. O_O

sdock10 said...

Control of what....????

Smoke said...

Absolutely everything!

Smoke said...

Damn, I miss picking on PPU. It used to make my work day go so much faster. :(

sdock10 said...

I miss you picking on PPU too. At least I used to be able to live through you, but not since the great eyeball of doomdom appeared.

Anonymous said...

Hi guys. I can't get on here at work anymore because I can only load one page for most of the day. O_O It's kind of crap! How is everyone today? Work is, well, just madness.

Smoke said...

I'm just sitting, waiting, wishing...

What you doin'?

Anonymous said...

you reminded me of jack johnson then.

do you play a guitar, strummin