Saturday, March 1, 2008

Just Woke Up

Wiped the sleep from my eyes
Pulled my hair up on top of my head
And here I sit...

Pondering it all.


EDITED: FIMBLE STAR!! WHERE ARE YOU??? PLEASE COME ON AND TALK TO US!!


Also, I wanted to add a special thank you to KD and Mustard and Anon for hanging with me on the porch last night. You guys are awesome.

99 comments:

Smoke said...

O_O

Me, too.

Anonymous said...

Niiiiice!

When you wanna go around town?

Smoke said...

I'm getting ready now. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Cool, I will calls you in about 30 mins.

Anonymous said...

WTF with Fim, people? WTF?

Carrie said...

I don't know, K. I had talked to her earlier and she seemed just fine, and then boom, that post in the middle of the night!

Anonymous said...

I just emailed her. I hope everything's okay. Out of the blue, that one came.

Sdock:
No thank you necessary. My pleasure. I hope you realized some things about yourself last night.

Hey SMOOOOOOOKE! Hey Jules!

MissTottenham said...

Hi everyone, how are you? I'm just popping in and out as I have to go to the shops now.

I hope you are feeling better today sdock, you deserve happiness sweetie. I shall join you in your I ♥ PPU messages.

Fim, I hope you come back. I don't know what has happened as I wasn't around last night but please come back and hang with your friends and let us cheer you up sweetie.




Last night we had horrendous gales here. I wasn't online cos I was too busy wandering the house and worrying.

Since the earthquake on Wednesday morning, I am worried that the house is unstable, at least the chimney.

The winds were blowing so hard that they were making my bedroom shake. The wind on the outside was making my wardrobe on the inside creak. That can't be good. The wardrobe is right against the wall so the wall must have been moving pretty much to make it creak.

Well, I spent my time wandering the house, checking stuff and worrying.

Today, big parts of our garden fence on the back garden have blown apart. We have been out there patching it up with the help of the nice neighbour (it is the fence that seperates us from alcoholic neighbour). We don't want that scrubber to be able to see in our garden or let his dirty mucky dog get in and shit on our garden.

We have big winds forcast agin tonight and already it is picking up again.

I hope things will be OK.

I hope to see you guys later.

bye for now xxxxx

Anonymous said...

guys, i am sorry for making you go WTF. it wasnt a comment totally aimed for blogbelieve, a big chunk of it was real life but again i am useless with putting my thoughts and feelings down in a way for other peple to read.

i aint leaving, i am just goign to stop spaming mayos house with all the useless tripe.

again sorry. have a nice day everyone and thank you for the concern, i didnt mean it to be like that


xx

Anonymous said...

Sdock,

You are very welcome. Hopefully someday you will read that in some official source and it will make you smile.

sdock10 said...

Anyone about these parts?

resurrected wreck said...

Me!!

*waves*

sally said...

Solly,

Just dropped in to see how you are. Thank you very much for your kind words.

I would like to pass on this piece of advice. I have been through a very similar situation, and felt as if my heart was nearly ripped from my chest. But you do survive it. The key is trying to look to the future and create a new life. And it's done with baby steps along the way. Surround yourself with people who love and support you. You are worth it.

sdock10 said...

*waves*
Hey RW!

What ya doin?

sdock10 said...

KD,

Thank you again. I am trying and you're right it does take a lot of baby steps to get there, but at least I seem to be headed in the right place.

resurrected wreck said...

Hi Sdock :D

Blogger's being a bitch to me today :/ Is anyone else getting server errors nearly every time they try to access a blog?

resurrected wreck said...

What ya doin?

I'm about to make dinner - pasta and homemade sauce. What are you up to this weekend?

Anonymous said...

Hey guys :)


RW:
It's not just you! I'm about to chuck the computer!


Hey Sdock! You doing okay?!

I'm pretty sure I'm done barfing all over Mayo's for the moment. Not really sure what's gotten into me.

Anonymous said...

Hi guys!

Solly, I'm sorry that all of this keeps on happening to you, especially when you have an actual life, and huge things going on, so much else to think about. I'm just really sorry.

Re: six years: It's not that long. That's how long I waited, too. Then one day I said, "Eff this." I think you'll get there, and you'll be fine. :D

sdock10 said...

Yeah, I am just sick of being accused is all. I know some won't believe me and that's all good. Don't much care, but can we just drop it already?

I mean the seeds of doubt have already been planted.

MissTottenham said...

Hi everyone, how are you all?

I see the shit is still going down at mayos.

sdock10 said...

Hey ya MissT!

resurrected wreck said...

It never ends, Miss T :/

MissTottenham said...

Hi solly and RW. How are you two today you gorgeous babes?

gnothi seauton said...

Hi.

sdock10 said...

Just because I haven't said it today:

I ♥ PPU!

sdock10 said...

Hey GS!

How are you?

MissTottenham said...

Hi GS sweetie, how are you?

resurrected wreck said...

Not bad, Miss T, not bad :) Though I just got over a headache only to be informed that there is going to be a noisy party upstarts from me tonight :/ I asked them to please keep it down after midnight.

How's your weekend been so far?

resurrected wreck said...

Oooo! Hullo, GS! :D

gnothi seauton said...

Quiet :)

How are you? I saw that things are not so fabulous at the moment.

Hiya Foggy and RW.

Anonymous said...

Google is about to become toast.

Hey MissT and GS!

Glad to see you both :)

sdock10 said...

Such as my life and how I am used to it being...but this BlogBelieve shit needs to stop.

sdock10 said...

WTF is up with GOOGLE and these error messages?

gnothi seauton said...

Google and Blogger both then Mustard because DM is mega slow at loading tonight.

Please be aware that replies may be delayed :|

Hello by the way.

Foggy and RW - okay, just quiet :) How's you two?

MissTottenham said...

Yeah sdock it needs to stop.

Hi mustard sweetie, how are you?

RW, got your earplugs ready?

My weekend so far has been windy (the weather and not me).

Tonight's windy too. I hope the fence doesn't break again.




Anyone else experiencing super slow blogger tonight? I keep getting the 502 error message come up.

sdock10 said...

*raises hand*

I am getting the same messages.

gnothi seauton said...

but this BlogBelieve shit needs to stop.

I've refrained from saying anything at all, to defend OR accuse. I am seriously keeping out of this nonsense.

Miss T - yep. 'Tis a pain the arse.

resurrected wreck said...

I'm getting that message too.

MissTottenham said...

GS, I'm good thanks.



Bastard blogger. If I hold it down, who wants to kick it's head in?

gnothi seauton said...

You go to far too much trouble Miss T.

If you stand on it's head it does both jobs at the same time :)

MissTottenham said...

Well, I kinda had to get involved cos I was accused but then not accused. It was all very strange.

I just wish it would end.

I feel so sorry for the people who keep getting mentioned though.

I don't blame others for keeping out of it cos I still don't really know what it is totally all about.

sdock10 said...

Well, I'm about to go for a bit. I'll be back later on.

Love you guys!

gnothi seauton said...

See you later Sdock :)

sdock10 said...

It sucks to keep being singled out and my friends because they are my friends to be singled out. I didnt ask for this either. I can't prove that I didn't do something I didn't do. And now that doubt has been thrown around here, it will always be here. Damage has been done.

Sorry doesn't fix that.

All because of a game...hangman/Ispy.....how freaking ridiculous.

MissTottenham said...

Yeah sdock, but your friends know you are not able of doing this. That's what counts sweetie.

sdock10 said...

But I will fight for and stand behind my friends and my sister.

PPU, Mustard, MissT, Kapunua, and Smoke.

And anyone who doesn't understand it or like it, can suck a short, limp, hairy, pimply one! I just don't give a fuck.


On that note, I am off to get the steaks ready for the grill.

Later PORCHIES!

MissTottenham said...

Later solly sweetie.

gnothi seauton said...

Sdock,

Too many women in too small a space :(
Emotions run high.

It all sucks, full stop.

resurrected wreck said...

Too many women in too small a space :(
Emotions run high.

It all sucks, full stop.


Hear hear.

Anonymous said...

This stuff is making my head hurt.

I don't even know what the real problem is anymore. I thought it had all been handled. I don't understand the point behind bringing it up again and again.

Sdock, don't beat yourself up over this. This is so juvenile and not worth the time. We know where we stand, and that's all that matters.


MissT:
I'm so sorry about your fence! First an earthquake, then a wind storm!

Jules:
Glad to hear the birthday party was fun! Looking forward to seeing pictures :)

MissTottenham said...

Aw thanks mustard. We are going through the wars with weather etc at the mo.

Yeah K, can't wait for the pics. I bet it was great. I sent you a little email.

Anonymous said...

It's always like walking on freaking eggshells in BlogBelieve.

Damn.

MissT:
You can repair a fence and a home. I'm just glad you guys are alright through all of this chaos.

gnothi seauton said...

Sorry Mustard, I forgot to say hi to you in Mayos.

Hello :)

MissTottenham said...

Thanks mustard. You are right, I'm glad everyone is OK too.

I still can't quite believe that only one person got hurt in the whole country due to the earthquake.

I'll bet these winds are causing more trouble.

Anonymous said...

Oh, GS, don't worry about it! Nice to see you though!


MissT:

Is it just a storm system or something that's causing the winds?

gnothi seauton said...

Cool :) Nice to see you too.

MissTottenham said...

It's just really strong winds Mustard. But they are quite destructive.

*Waves at GS*

sdock10 said...

I'm back from eating steak.

What are you guys up to?

Anonymous said...

Self-evaluation.

Dinner was good?


MissT:
That's crazy. I hope everything remains as peaceful as possible over there.

sdock10 said...

Self evaluation?? Do we gotta?

Hehehehhehe, we'll be here all night. You have no idea how deep and dark I can go with this one.

Wait a minute, yes you do.

gnothi seauton said...

* waves back at Miss T *

Hello again Socky :)

sdock10 said...

Hey ALL!

My supper was good and now my tummy hurts.

I'm gonna go take a bath but I will be back. Don't you all go anywheres.

mmmkay?

Anonymous said...

Mmmmmmkay. ;)

Smoke said...

WASSUP???!?!?!??!?

Anonymous said...

SMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOKE!!!!

How are you?!

Hey, will you let me kick PPU's hindparts Monday.

You know, for good luck or some shit like that? ;)

Smoke said...

My husband just yelled at me to stop coughing (I think he's trying to act like Solly's dude O_o)so you know what I did?

I shoved his scrawny ass out the back door!

Muwahahahah!

How is everyone?

Smoke said...

Hey, will you let me kick PPU's hindparts Monday

Yes. You get to kick the hindparts and I get to smack them upside the head.

It's how we keep the balance here in BlogBelieve! ^_^

PPU totally ♥'s us, anyway. Ain't that right unicorn? I know you're lurking around here.

Anonymous said...

I bet PPU's horn is becoming more blunt.

PPU, we've figured you out. Does that scare you? ;)

gnothi seauton said...

Hello Princess.

PPU - that video was not directed at you. You showed up and it was a simple train of thought, just a ' Oh yeah, by the way..' kind of thing. No harm meant.

MissTottenham said...

Hi and bye princess sweetie.

Well, it is 2:00am here. My computer is not really co-operating so I am gonna call it a night.

Goodnight everyone.

Smoke said...

I think PPU would get a kick out of that, GS.

A kick. Heh-heh. That was funny after I typed it and I don't know why.

gnothi seauton said...

Good night Miss T :)

Anonymous said...

COME ON AIM!

LOL I SAID COME.

Smoke said...

Sweet dreams, MissT!

Anonymous said...

Goodnight, MissT! Be safe!



Smoke:

We could start making up corny jokes at PPU's expense!

No, I couldn't do that.

gnothi seauton said...

Any excuse to look at Jepha ;)

Smoke said...

Jules, damn you, I can't come!

Ha! I said come, too. X_x

sdock10 said...

Smoke, are you on meds?

MissT, Byeeeeeeeee, I love you!

sdock10 said...

I can't come either.

Smoke said...

O_O

So what do we do?

Actually no, I'm not on meds. That's the problem.

I did, however, just gulp down a cup full of phenergan with codeine so ask me that question in about half an hour. I'll be like this....x_____X

sdock10 said...

Smoke, I hope you have someone to put your ass in bed when fall out on the keyboard. I would hate for you to drool all over it and totally have to go buy a new one.

Smoke said...

This one is spill-proof so it's all good!

Anonymous said...

Smoke?! Why'd you do that?

sdock10 said...

SMOOOOOOKE!

Guess where we'll be at this time next week?

sdock10 said...

She's all sickly and stuff, Mustard. She's coughing and kind of pitiful.

Anonymous said...

Aw, Smoke. I'm sorry. LHM get you sick?

Smoke said...

He did, the little punk. I guess it doesn't help when I have to get smooches off of him all the time cuz he's soooo sweet!

He brought me a flower this morning. He had it hid behind his back. ^_^

Solly,

We will be watching none other than Mr. Ritchie.

PIMP OF THE NATION!!!

sdock10 said...

Damn right we will be!

We will be testifying with the Kid Rock Congregation on the Rock n Roll Revival Tour!

OOOOOOOOOOOOOH, NICE!

Smoke said...

And we get to see Rev Run. O_O

Ok, yeah, that just didn't have the same "oomph" did it?

Woulda been cool if it had been like.....

Kid Rock opening for Kid Rock. ^_^

sdock10 said...

That would be so much cooler.

gnothi seauton said...

I'm heading to bed. See you all soon. Night.

Smoke said...

Night GS!

Sweet dreams!

Ok, so who is "Her" over at Mayo's?

O_O

I'm going to take a shower. Be back in a bit.

Anonymous said...

Just wanted to know that I was thinking of you guys.

Anonymous said...

me too, mustard.

Anonymous said...

Nice to know someone is, right?

It's comforting.

So, what's on the agenda for tonight?

Anonymous said...

bed, i think. it's calling me pretty effing hard.

i still have to write my note to mayo and then i'm off.

see ya tomorrow?

Anonymous said...

Alright, Sdock. Sleep tight.

See you tomorrow :)

Anonymous said...

Bed for Solly?

Sweet dreams, SOlly. Of our summer gathering at a TBS concert! ^_^