Friday, January 18, 2008

A Nice New Kickball Field to Play On

Yeah, whatever...

52 comments:

Smoke said...

*kick*

WTF? RUN, MUSTARD!

Oh, wait, she can't hear me.

*Princess tries to motion for Mustard to run......pointless.

Anonymous said...

*waves Mustard around the bases*

Go, Go, Go!

Who are we playing against?

Smoke said...

I have no idea. O_o

Smoke said...

Now you gots me singing that song!

Smoke said...

And you never had a chance!!!

Anonymous said...

*stops to catch breath*














*RUNS TO THIRD!!!!!!!*

Smoke said...

So did errbody else leave????

Oh, Princess will not be pleased.

>_< GRRRRR!!!!

Anonymous said...

Love it or leave it, you can't understand!

Smoke said...

We gots nobody to kick next?

Dr. Nut, you're up!

Anonymous said...

Dude, I just took my tennis shoes off and my feet smell like buttered popcorn.

Why is that?

Smoke said...

A pretty face but you do so carry on and on and on and on

sdock10 said...

A pretty face, but you do so carry on and on and on

*kick*

*runs barefoot down the field*

Smoke said...

Cuz you stank.

I bet the smell like Fritos.


Brrrrgghhh!

Anonymous said...

So give me all your poison and give me all your pills!

Anonymous said...

*can't wait for the solo*




*readied with air guitar*

Smoke said...

Alright, time out. Since we the only ones playin' at the moment.

Gotta go shower.......

Princess scuffed her pretty white and pink tennis shoes with sparkles.

As if.

Anonymous said...

(Sorry to interrupt, still looking for Toujours. I posted a message to her on the old blog. Ideally I'd love to finish this chapter and post it tonight, but I could and might do it tomorrow instead. ^_^ )

Anonymous said...

So we're up like 2 to nothing.

I am still puzzled as to where Gerard buys his sunglasses.

For real though...

They all look happy and healthy though!! Sweeeeeet!

gnothi seauton said...

I'm heading off.

Good night everyone, enjoy your game.
I'll leave the first aid kit by the benches.
Night.

Anonymous said...

*sits on home plate*



*sings*


"HALLELUJAH, LOCK AND LOAD!!!"

Anonymous said...

Nite, GS!

Sleep tight!

Anonymous said...

Goodnight, GS :)

See you around tomorrow!

Anonymous said...

Where the fuck did everyone go?

*still wondering where he got those shades*

I'm kind of envious actually.

I don't look good in shades.

Anonymous said...

STILL HERE, SDOCK!!!


WANNA LISTEN WITH ME?!

sally said...

Heya Solly!

Let me give you a big hug!

And Hey Mustard and whoever is here :)

Anonymous said...

Hey KD!

We were coming and going last night, so sorry that I didn't get a chance to stay and chat.

How are you?

Anonymous said...

"Single." I like the sound of that, girl. A lot.

Hang in there, okay?

Anonymous said...

Aw, Sdock!


Sorry, but what the hell?

Are you okay?

sally said...

I am well Mustard and you?

Oh, and Venom is a great song!

Anonymous said...

Oh my god, Sdock.

Good for you. Good for fucking you. That's the way it's going to have to be, and so what right?

You can't save everyone. You can't help people who don't want to be helped. You know that, right? They have to want it, and if he doesn't, not even someone he loves will be able to change it.



KD:

I'm well, thank you :) And you're most certainly right about that!

Jennicula said...

Good for you SDock. We're here if you need us.

sally said...

Sdock, honey

You have so much internal strength, did you know that?

sdock10 said...

Please post to Mayo:

Mayo,

Hi, how are you tonight? Are you as drained and tired as I am? I'm actually doing okay considering the shit I just went through which is nothing compared to the shit my sister goes through. My dude and I just went toe to toe and I didn't back down. And I'm not crying and I'm not sad.....bad for him. He better figure it out and quickly. He's about to fuck up...or maybe not. Maybe I'm fucking up, but I am okay with it. We'll see what tomorrow brings.....

Mayo, My messages to you totally got "fucked" with this morning. I apologize, but I guess that's what I get for being so trusting of people who pass my notes to you. Again, I am sorry for the bullshit cluttering up your house. It was not my intent and I never thought people would pretend to be me or care enough to manipulate my words. My mistake. Oh well, fuck 'em.

Mayo, when the time comes, I hope you are always able to stand your ground and fight for yourself. Fuck being walked all over! Fuck it!


Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Do not be fooled by substitute Sdock10.

Anonymous said...

Sdock, don't ghost on us.

You okay? Seriously?

sdock10 said...

KD, Mustard, Jenn, Kapunua,

Thank you for being here.

I'm learing things about myself and it's all thanks to you guys.

I am eternally grateful to all of you.

Anonymous said...

I'd pass it to Mayo if I could get there, Sdock.

I'm glad to know you're okay. You just stay strong. Don't back down.

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

I was 'splaining to Mayo and cooking my supper. I am right as rain.

Should I be upset?

sally said...

All done solly!

You know what hon? He sounds like a very scared little boy inside who either fights or flights. He has to face his own fears, and grow up.

You are not the one who is messed up.

Anonymous said...

Fuck no.


You did the right thing. You stood up for yourself. From what you've told us, he sounds like he walks all over you then makes you feel bad about it.

You did good, Sdock :)

sdock10 said...

KD,

Thank you for passing my note to Mayo. I appreciate it so much.


Now, where is my sister?

Anonymous said...

I'm glad you're getting your anger out, Sdock, and you're seeing how mean he has been to you. Just, if he comes crawling back all "I'm sorry baby," understand that he will probably do it again. They always do.

Hang in there, Solly. You deserve so freaking much better.

sdock10 said...

Kapunua,

Here's the thing...I don't even know if I deserve better, but I fucking at least deserve exactly the same as what I give...oh which was everyfuckingthing!

sally said...

He has been projecting all his insecurities on you, and in the process wearing down your self esteem little by little.

When they do this, they always make you feel like you never giving enough. But what is enough? Is he ever satisfied? And the more you give, I presume the more he takes. You need your own emotional independence. A mature person knows this.

You are worth so much more, and you deserve someone who appreciates what you offer.

sdock10 said...

KD & Mustard,

Isn't it sad that it's taken me 6 years and a blog to figure this out? How fucked up am I?

Pretty damn....

But now I can step back and see it, I can see all the things he has done and he keeps doing. It's so refreshing, but I feel so stupidddddddddd!

sally said...

Solly

You are not fucked up at all!!

This is what happens when you get caught up in a cycle of negativity. You just find it hard to see your way out and see some light.

Everyone needs others to give them some perspective.

sdock10 said...

KD,

Well, I owe you all big time. A debt that I can most certainly never repay back.

Shit I least owe you all hours of your life back for listening to me.

toujours said...

is kapunua here? i just saw that she was looking for me.

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

I really probably am, but that is okay too. There are parts of my fuckedupness that I love. Ya know?

I think I am about to chill on the couch for a few...

I'll catch you guys tomorrow.

Love you ALL!
Nite

Anonymous said...

Goodnight, Sdock.

Stay strong, 'kay? We all know you have it in there. We're all here if you need anything.

See ya tomorrow. And have a good night :)

sally said...

Night Sdock!

I'II try to catch up tomorrow!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hi everyone I need to talk to you guys. Can you email me.

farawaysoclose said...

morning guys!

hope you enjoyed kickball!!

catch you all later.