As if Monday isn't twisted enough, I wake up to more of the same.
I don't know what to do to fix this shit.
I don't know why a handful of us out of 40+ are constantly being targeted.
Yeah, I don't fucking know.
How can I keep defending myself against something I didn't/don't do?
Monday, March 24, 2008
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Morning porchies! *waves like a loony*
I don't understand it either, I think some people will always be attacked regardless of what they say or do.
I hope you don't mind me mentioning you in my post at Mayos, Smok. It's just that I know the likes of you, Jules and myself will just shrug it off, but Solly, Fim and Splash are sensitive little bunnies. (obviously that means we are cold hearted botches)
Has anyone heard from Fim or Splash? I hope they are ok and didn't let things get to them too much.
For Fim: TOOT TOOT!
Well, that was a good read.
See you guys later. Have a good one.
I don't think I can do this anymore, you guys.
I'm the least dramatic person I know, and I don't want to be a part of that drama anymore.
It just doesn't make sense to me.
Like Sdock said at Mayo's, they are making people out to be someone they are not.
And I just don't want to have any part of that anymore.
I know, Mustard. Me either.
I'm not one to give in but this whole thing is just so stupid. Is it worth it?
The name-calling, the hurt feelings, the backstabbing? Is it worth it?
For a blog?
I'm thinking no.
You know what?
Maybe I'll just stay on the porch and if I have something to say to Mayo or SS, I will.
Seems like it would work.
That's what Sdock and I were talking about earlier. It just doesn't feel the same over there anymore.
I know.
Anything I say, you say, Sdock says, Fimble says, Jules says, or PPU says, it will be saved somewhere to be used at a later date.
To know we've not done a damn thing wrong, and it's because of who we talk to? That's so fucking childish, I can't even begin to comprehend.
Exactly. Like I said, I feel like I'm in jr high. I hated jr high!
You know what's funny?
Do you want to know who the most grown-up, mature person is on this blog? A teenager. PH has more understanding and is more mature than any of us.
What I don't get, is why people stopped coming over here. Everyone used to come here, too. Then it's like, they just stopped. Now they want to act like this place is off-limits or something. WTF?
As if.
PH amazes me everytime she speaks.
What I don't get, is why people stopped coming over here. Everyone used to come here, too. Then it's like, they just stopped. Now they want to act like this place is off-limits or something. WTF?
I don't get it either.
And me linking to here obviously hasn't done anything.
I know I remember someone saying they stopped coming because of PPU but I can't remember who that was.
That's just craziness. Pure out craziness. If you like us then that shouldn't keep you from here. Ya know?
And jeez, I miss PPU. Never thought I'd say it but I do.
>.<
I know I remember someone saying they stopped coming because of PPU but I can't remember who that was.
I don't know either, but that's ridiculous. That I do know.
PPU, sorry about this, dude/ette. You keep getting yourself dragged into it accidentally. Shouldn't be that way.
Hey guys.
I don't honestly know what to do about it. I guess I'm the one who's supposed to answer anons' questions, even when I am not on, huh? LOL. Well the only thing that bugs me about it is that when my Mom reads it, it's going to bum her out.
I'm gonna write a quick note at Mayo's, then I have to head out for a while.
Okay, Jules.
I'm really sorry about all of this. I don't really know what to say.
Jesus!
I don't know what to do either. This is just so out of hand.
I don't know either darl'. Here's the thing: posting stuff over there is meant to embarrass us. They all know that if we answer any of the accusations, we'll just be adding to the drama. I think it's their hope that "the important people" (you notice how they always drag Mayo and SS's names into it, when none of us ever does?) will sign on, read what they say and go, "Oh, they must be right. I guess 'The AIM Sluts' are really ruining this place." That's the only reason I can think of for why it continues the way it does there. Although I'm not sure what the end result is supposed to be.
Well, I'm not going to address it over there. There are no "important people." The ones who like me, like me, and the ones who don't, never will. I'm all right with that. I just don't want to be party to wrecking the place, so I guess the thing to do is just let them say what they have to say, right? You can only control what you say and do.
Hang in there.
Has anyone emailed Fim? I have to run out the door, I am already late for an appointment but if someone does, have that ho shoot me an email okay?
Guys, take care.
Kapunua said...
I think it's their hope that "the important people" (you notice how they always drag Mayo and SS's names into it, when none of us ever does?) will sign on, read what they say and go, "Oh, they must be right. I guess 'The AIM Sluts' are really ruining this place."
All they will achieve by their continued bitchiness is that Mayo will stop blogging and SS will stop coming around. I don't think they have fully thought through the consequences of THEIR actions. Mayo and SS are never going to take sides, they will both just up and leave and never look back if it gets too much. Out of both of them, I bet SS will be the first to walk away if this continues. After all, it's Mayo's blog and he seems to thrive on drama and likes his captive audience. SS doesn't really have any ties to this place.
I hope he doesn't. I hope neither of them do. I can't blame them though if they do. SS, especially. He never had to hang around to begin with, ya know? He did for us. All of us. Not just a select few. That's what people don't understand.
Holy sheep-shit gang! What the hell happened last night?
If you don't mind, I'd still like to come to the porch and hang out.
You better! ^_^
Hey Jen!
I just have an icky-squicky feeling at Mayos right now. I think I understand what went down and whatnot.
It just all makes me ill. Finger pointing, name calling, hurling insults. Blech!
Hey Mustard.
I take one night off and look what happens to blogbelieve.
Oh well.
If it wasn't something I was used to, I guess it would bother me more.
I think I just want to leave is what I really think I want to do.
You and me both, Mustard. I didn't think it would ever come to that but it's just not worth it.
To have people be so damn hateful is just crazy. IT'S A BLOG!
I just can't even wrap my brain around it all.
(PPU, I know if you were here you would totally make a smart remark to that last statement. ^_~)
Who wants Mustard to stay, raise your hand!
[raises hand]
Don't go.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Don't you see? Your words have value.
Aw cripes, not you too Smok.
Well, you know, it's not that I want to leave. I may still make my little comments to Mayo and definitely SS but other than that, I don't know.
Ok, but you'll still be here, right?
While I know this is the porch, I've actually posted more over here than at Mayos in the last few weeks.
I've been called "boring" over there and I thought. Hey, maybe I am. So I lurk a lot and only post sometimes. I just don't have it in me to contribute like I did
Me either. Now I'm a bully like Kapunua so, whatever. I've never been one to really 'talk' to Mayo anyway. But I'll be here for sure!
I often wonder what SS's original intentions were in coming over to Mayo's blog. It would make sense if SS were FI and he thought Mayo might be GW. If SS isn't FI what connection to Mayo(GW) or MCR fans would he have? That is where it gets confusing. SS has posted many obvious clues as to his identity such as locations and links to bands FI is connected to starting with the fox and zombie story. It truly puzzles me as to who SS is ,why he is here and what he hopes to achieve by spreading his message to a bunch of concerned and dissapointed fans. All that being said, I really do like him regardless of his identity and intent and I hope he stays around for a long time. Also, he rules for writing in Latin.
While my name wasn't mentioned, I do feel as if the "AIM Sluts" are my friends. So, I guess I'm a bully too?
I don't take shit from anyone. If I have a beef I take it up directly with that person. That's just how I roll.
If that makes me a bully, botch, slut, or meffer. So be it.
Yeah, he's cool regardless of who he is. If he's some 16 year old kid delivering pizza, he's cool.
He's been nothing but nice and tried to do good things from the beginning. I hope he sticks around, too.
Bwah! We iz slutz and meffers and botches!
You big bully. ^_~
Yeah. Watch out for me or I'll knock some shit over.
ps. I like SS too. Regardless of who he/she actually is. It doesn't matter to me. Their words are like a burst of sunshine on an otherwise cloudy day.
I dig it.
It's so confusing.
Like, I feel like I've done my best here. I came here for the same reason you all did. I didn't intend to make friends with anyone, and I sure as hell didn't intend to have my words mean anything to anybody. But, if they have and I've made one person happy for a short amount of time, or if I've made them think about their situation in a different light, that means more to me than anything, you know?
I don't want to leave because I still, for some reason, feel like Mayo needs guidance of some sort. So, I feel like walking out on the whole thing would be disadvantageous to both of us.
I think I'm with Jen (by the way, you are not boring. Histarical is more like it) on this one. I think I will, from now on, only address Mayo and SS. I think that's really what I'm going to do.
As far as SS is concerned, pretty sure I made it known this morning where I stand. I'm thankful that he's been here no matter who he is or isn't, as you said. He's a human that actually gives a fuck, and that's enough for me.
Probably should add that I'm not leaving this damn porch and to hell with anyone who sweeps me off of here. ;)
Looking at you two, Smoke and Sdock!
Mayo just added Elena's comment on his page. That was sweet.
Yeah, that's awesome.
Lovely of Elena, too.
Mustard? Isn't Solly still teathered to you? I guess you're stuck here on the porch. :)
Yes, we share a large rope.
If I go, she goes, and she needs to stay.
So, by the laws of roped people, I have to stay, too! ;)
*RUNS IN*
Can I hide here? I do not know what to say over at Mayo's. That shit is just getting so 'effing old.
Mustard, don't you dare leave! You are too important.
*hugs* to everyone.
"So, by the laws of roped people, I have to stay, too! ;)"
YAY!!!
Hello, Anima :)
Lovely to see you. I hope things are on the up 'n' up for you?
Hey Anima!
Can someone explain to me how I can be a coward and a bully?
O_O
Bwah!
I often wonder what SS's original intentions were in coming over to Mayo's blog. It would make sense if SS were FI and he thought Mayo might be GW. If SS isn't FI what connection to Mayo(GW) or MCR fans would he have? That is where it gets confusing. SS has posted many obvious clues as to his identity such as locations and links to bands FI is connected to starting with the fox and zombie story. It truly puzzles me as to who SS is ,why he is here and what he hopes to achieve by spreading his message to a bunch of concerned and dissapointed fans. All that being said, I really do like him regardless of his identity and intent and I hope he stays around for a long time. Also, he rules for writing in Latin.
Don't forget even though he tries his best, he fails at being subtle!
(the last skeleton crew bulletin proves my point!) I've lurked since the beginning (no, really, I have!) and I question everything by nature, but unless SS is psychic I'm gonna go with him being FI. He's predicted way too many things in advance of them happening, he writes like him, 'feels' and 'sounds' like him when he is here and gave us the godamn best shout out in BlogBelieve history. I swear I even hear him fucking giggle sometimes when he is goofing around with you all. (Happy SS is much better than a sad SS, I swear he breathes sunshine and energy and positive vibes into the blog, it's his posts that were tinged with sadness that made me want to hug him) Sometimes the most obvious answer is the right answer. (Mayo is a different matter entirely.)
Also don't forget SS was around even before Mayo was. I think he thought Mayo was Gee Way at first which is why he came to Mayo's in the first place, it's why I came too. I used to envy the way you all interacted now I'm glad I just lurk and sometimes comment as an anon. I've always been civil whenever I have commented. I hope you all get everything sorted out.
I think if SS has stuck it out this long and still takes the time to reassure everyone that he still cares, then the rest of you should not give up on Mayo's or each other. Keeping the Faith is never the easy thing to do. It requires courage, commitment and a willingness to walk in harms way. Of course not everyone wants to be on the frontlines, but just by staying you are making a difference. I know this is only a blog, but something special has happened here and it is because of you.
Anon at 1:08, I swear we are the same person. You quoted me and then responded with words that I myself could have written. Interesting.
Things are okay Mustard. Thank you. :)
Smoke, I have no idea where half this shit they talk about comes from.
Thank you Anon, that was really sweet. SS is sunshine. You can hang out here if you don't want to get involved at Mayo's.
Anon at 1:10 you rule for saying that. Thank you. :)
I hope you all get everything sorted out.
Me, too.
Thank you for that.
Thank you, Anons. You are so right about SS being full of sunshine. He really is.
So, whaddya say Mustard? We in or we out?
^_________^
If you can't see that Mayo quoting Elena means that he was reading what went on last night and is fed up with Kapunua, and this is his way of telling you all that, you are blind. I'll say it at Mayo's and I'll say it here.
Thank you MIB and Anima. Sometimes it takes an outsider to see things more clearly.
Damn it.
I guess I'm in. (Dirty, I know ;)
But, I do have to do some reevaluation of all of this. I think that's evident.
But, right now, I have to go. I'll be back shortly.
Outsider Anonymous:
Thank you.
You are welcome Anon. Your words are much appreciated.
Mustard, we love you. Just always know that.
Princess, we love you too. :)
I ♥ you, Anima!
Outsider Anon,
Thank you again. Just so you know, everyone is welcome here at DM and I'm glad you decided to comment here. Please do so at any time, okay?
^_^
Thank you Princess. :)
Thank you, you have made me feel very welcome here.
S$V20, you are welcome:) I hope you stay as well. I like your strong spirit.
SS, is that you?
Good! I'm glad. ^_^
Thank you, Anon. Yeah, I never thought I'd even consider leaving but today had me questioning some things. In the end, I think the good of this place and Mayo's will outweigh the bad. I hope. I just never want to contribute to the bad. Ya know?
Who me? No, sorry, just a long time lurker who is sorry to see this go to hell in a handbasket.
Sorry , but I'm not SS, I don't know about the other anons though.
Outsider anon.
Cool. Thanks for letting me know. Your words were so inspiring (both of you) and well since SS updated his profile, I just thought our little bunny hopped his way over here.
when did he update it?
Not sure, Anon. I think it was sometime this morning, maybe.
It must have been sometime after 8 this morning, because it wasn't there then.
He's just awesome. For real.
I'm actually just really, really, really sick of it. It never ends.
Errr....
I see that not all is well here. I'm almost afraid to query why. But I can guess...
In response to the post. The secret is you don't have to defend yourself. If you know what is true and you know what you have or have not done, then others' opinions of you matter not. Let them think what they will and call everyone names and continue flinging accusations everywhere.
There can't be a fight if you don't participate.
Smoke, we were at Mayo's.
SS's message of Faith, Hope and Love has had a profound impact on many lives here in Blogbelieve. But, like in the real world, some will take the message to heart and others will disregard it, bent on their own path of doubt, despair and hate.
Guess SS changed it then.
GV, in some ways you are right. But like I just said at Mayo's: It has not mattered if I've ignored them, laughed at them, laughed with them, or agreed with them (as I sometimes do.) They have something to prove and they want to write those things specifically where "The Special People" can read them. And I think they know it bothers my Ma, too.
So, I think that no matter what I do, at least with me, they are not going to quit. Lookit, even BC said, "Guys, this is wrong, it shouldn't be here on this blog, you should email her instead. Oh, but I agree with them about Kapu though."
I mean, come on. People want it to be seen over there. They want to embarrass people.
It would be nice if it would end, but I just don't see that happening.
I don't know what to do to make it work.
Hell, I don't even know what the fuck I did. Or didn't do, whatever the case may be.
I guess we just gotta ride it out one. more. time.
Until then, I'm at a loss.
Hi, Jules!
I'm not saying it will end. If you don't respond to one attack, they will always try new angles. I don't know if any of you were ever teased at school, but let's just say I have alot of experience with those lacking in the empathy department and who have a sadistic streak whose tummy can never be filled. In observation and with experimentation over the years, I noticed that particular mindset will constantly attack from new directions once their old strategy no longer gets the response they want to feed on. That no matter what you do, they will continue because they are always hungry. So, unfortunately the choice is to either ignore them or start buying them presents. I always felt so terrible for them because of the lack of genuine love in their lives.
Crap, this turned into a rambley thing. Sorry.
MIB, those were my words you quoted at 3:40, but i'm flattered if you mistook them for SS. I have been mistaken for him many times.
Outsider anon
Hey GV! Good to see you :)
Outsider Anon,
We're fastly becoming friends! You fooled me well, but nonetheless, the words still ring very true. I thank you for, I dunno, the ninth time today. :)
Hi, Mustard!
Outside of what happens in Blogbelieve, I hope everything else is going well.
Beh! I'm muddling on through! I hope you're well yourself :)
I am, thank you! What's happening in your life?
Funny sitting in front of a computer again. In comparison to the hours I used to spend on here everyday, feels a little odd after having a couple days off.
So, I'm guessing people are posting as anons again to say mean things to people they're too afraid to say as their blogger name?
Hey again GV! Yeah, that's about right, only they seem have vaulted past "mean" and into "psycho" once in a while lately.
Bullied at school? Heh. I could write a book. And you're right: they don't quit. They will find some different MO.
I guess Splash has the best idea: just wait it out, it will pass. At least for now.
Indeed.
I am off. Trying to get the health insurance I pay for to actually reimburse me on stuff they say they will.
Shocking concept, I know!
Take care, take care sweet ones.
MIB, I'm glad my words helped you today. I, myself have wondered lately why I am still here, so thank you for listening.
I have not always been treated so nice here, but you have always been kind.
I'll come out to play again soon.
Outsider anon
Case in point.
I give up!
I need a wall.
Outsider Anon:
A pleasure. Next time you come by, will you make sure we know who you are? Again, thank you for what you've said to day.
And the Anon 1:08 today. Thank you both.
Mustard....
Get laid. WTF?
OMG! I'm just speechless. And that shit don't happen too often.
Dude, I don't need anything but a damn wall with which to beat my head against.
And I swear, I'll make it look cool while doing it. ;)
Know what I love?
I love how I'm now considered the biggest faker on the blog. Next stop, Personality Transplant! ;)
I guess some people don't understand that there are actually individuals in this world that gives a fuck about others.
I'm sorry this keeps happening.
If people decided to put this much time and energy into doing something constructive, just imagine...
Redrum!
Nice to see you again. :)
Ain't that the truth, Redrum?
Jeez. That's what made me stop and think this morning. Is this really worth it, ya know? I just hope that we can get past all of this.
The hate has to stop.
K, don't give up! Let's just hang here for a while. Don't let them do this to you. Please, don't give up.
Redrum, you are so right.
hi guys i can't stop. i just posted what i think at mayos and i have no time so just popping in here to offer *hugs* where hugs are needed!!
take care, enjoy the rest of your day and more importantly........love to all!
Good grief, those people are silly.
Back to work. I hope all of you can enjoy the rest of your day, despite everything else.
You do the same, Redrum. Glad to see you around again. :)
FASC!
You swooshed in and out! I hope all is well!
mustard i should be gone but i had to answer an anon!!! good god i have to leave now.
*hugs* to you mustard and take care.
Bye FASC! See you later!
I'm home!
Miss me?
Yes.
I'm so tired. My head hurts. And I still need a wall.
So?! Hoooooow was your day?! ;)
Why of course, SollySock!
Want to know what I'm waiting on?
Kapunua, I know it hurts, but you are stronger than this. The blog would never be the same without you.
Awwwh, what ya waiting on?
Are you waiting on PPU? Cuz so am I, I miss them so much it....
Oh are you talking about something else? Sorry...what are you waiting on?
To get laid?
Bah! That needs to be added to the porch post, too. ;)
Nope.
Waiting to refresh Mayo's and it say "PROFILE NOT AVAILABLE."
Just waiting for it to happen. Not that I want it to by any means, but you know what I'm sayin'.
And PPU as well. I thought for sure they'd be around today.
Yep, Mustard, I feel ya on that one. I'm over there right now trying to make things better.
I dont know how far I will get before it wears and tears me down.
What should we add?
We miss PPU?
Or
GET LAID
Bwahahaha!
Come over and play with us Mustard....we can do this. We can make it better.
I want to be wherever MissT is right now.
Mustard,
Are you okay?
Me, too!
:(
*wonders if where PPU is...is better than where MissT is*
Hell, I'll even take wherever PPU is right now!
PPU! Do you hear me! Damn you!
I wish they would come up with some new ammo...beside how pathetic and fat and ugly and lonely and unsexed we all are.
I wonder if PPU is stuck doing birthday parties or something. There are probably lots of little girls wanting unicorns at their parties!
Smoke,
If I go feed my dogs, are you going to play nice with the anons?
Can't promise. O_o
check out the link at 5:45 at mayo's.
I don't know how to do links.
Frank rules, he hates seeing fighting and shit.
He's gonna be an awesome dad.
'I mean it, I'll turn this car round right now'
Lol
Frank says STOP!
Just to make it easier than looking for it amidst the bs over there.
Mustard,
Come eat cupcakes with uS!
I'll be back in a little bit. I gots an hour and forty-five minutes to go!
WHOOP! WHOOP!
NINE MEFFIN' MINUTES PEOPLE!
NINE MEFFIN' MINUTES! ^_^
Mustard and Kapunua,
I miss you two.
Just sayin'.
I'm around Princess. Wanna come on chat?
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