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Because I fucking don't have the answers this morning.
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Home of the Porchies, the Sluts, those afflicted with Smaw Poese, the lonely bitter Hags, the Homie Ho's, the ubiquitous and somewhat cantankerous Unicorn, and anyone else who feels like an outcast from time to time.
Weaver Girl said:
At our backs the castle door,
others feel free to ignore
this extension of extended metaphor
On the porch swings where we sit,
quick of tongue and fleet of wit
games and poems to submit
Open books in open hands,
poetry from other lands,
lyrics from our favorite bands
A telling word, a single note,
and meaning in a random quote:
significance of what we wrote
Different cultures and aesthetic,
for this we're not apologetic!
We are just beyond poetic!
Killers, X Files, Broken Bride
never are these words denied,
here they often all collide
from the early light of dawn,
as we used to, still wait on
the random poetry anons
Jack White, movies, TBS,
have you wisdom to profess?
Here, the answer's always "Yes"
Here we play, by words transfixed,
Haiku and pop culture mixed,
nothing broken, nothing fixed
Here is truth and here's creation
joy and horror, pain, elation,
in a story, small salvation
And here is laughter, here we're free
to be whatever we may be
and though others may disagree,
we greet the castle, greet its lord
and do so of our own accord
and shun the frothing, rabid horde
Be it known I'd so much rather
read my friends and all their "blather,"
on the porch here, where we gather.
others feel free to ignore
this extension of extended metaphor
On the porch swings where we sit,
quick of tongue and fleet of wit
games and poems to submit
Open books in open hands,
poetry from other lands,
lyrics from our favorite bands
A telling word, a single note,
and meaning in a random quote:
significance of what we wrote
Different cultures and aesthetic,
for this we're not apologetic!
We are just beyond poetic!
Killers, X Files, Broken Bride
never are these words denied,
here they often all collide
from the early light of dawn,
as we used to, still wait on
the random poetry anons
Jack White, movies, TBS,
have you wisdom to profess?
Here, the answer's always "Yes"
Here we play, by words transfixed,
Haiku and pop culture mixed,
nothing broken, nothing fixed
Here is truth and here's creation
joy and horror, pain, elation,
in a story, small salvation
And here is laughter, here we're free
to be whatever we may be
and though others may disagree,
we greet the castle, greet its lord
and do so of our own accord
and shun the frothing, rabid horde
Be it known I'd so much rather
read my friends and all their "blather,"
on the porch here, where we gather.
Go With The Flow
This River Is Wild
Leaves are falling down
On the beautiful ground
I heard a story from the man in red
He said the leaves are falling down
Such a beautiful sound so I think you
Son, I think you better go ahead
But you always hold your head up high
Cause it's a long, long, long way down
This town was meant for passing through
But it ain't nothing new
Now go and show them
That the world stayed round
But it's a long, long, long way down
You better run for the hills before they burn
Listen to the sound of the world
And watch it turn
I just want to show you what I know
And catch you when the current lets you go
Or should I just get along with myself
I never did get along with everybody else
I've been trying hard to do what's right
But you know I could stay here all night
And watch the clouds fall from the sky
This river is wild
This river is wild
The Killers
Leaves are falling down
On the beautiful ground
I heard a story from the man in red
He said the leaves are falling down
Such a beautiful sound so I think you
Son, I think you better go ahead
But you always hold your head up high
Cause it's a long, long, long way down
This town was meant for passing through
But it ain't nothing new
Now go and show them
That the world stayed round
But it's a long, long, long way down
You better run for the hills before they burn
Listen to the sound of the world
And watch it turn
I just want to show you what I know
And catch you when the current lets you go
Or should I just get along with myself
I never did get along with everybody else
I've been trying hard to do what's right
But you know I could stay here all night
And watch the clouds fall from the sky
This river is wild
This river is wild
The Killers
The Switch & The Spur
any poor souls
who trespass against us
Whether it be beast or man
Will suffer the bite
or be stung dead on sight
By those who inhabit this land
For theirs is the power
And this is their kingdom
as sure as the sun does burn
So enter this path
but heed these four words...
......you shall never return.
The Raconteurs
who trespass against us
Whether it be beast or man
Will suffer the bite
or be stung dead on sight
By those who inhabit this land
For theirs is the power
And this is their kingdom
as sure as the sun does burn
So enter this path
but heed these four words...
......you shall never return.
The Raconteurs
157 comments:
kass!
beat ya!
Die, FASC Die!!
It's German for "The Fasc, The". I love Sideshow Bob...
Kass xx
sorry that was childish i know!!
morning sisters!!
and in answer to the question, yes! because you can be whatever you damn well want!
i am feeling positive today!
right back to getting some work done!
You guys are hilarious!!
Thanks for making me smile already this morning!
haha kass!
right i really have to go!
Please pass to Mayo:
Mayo,
Good Morning, how are you? Doing good, I hope. Me? Errrr...my alarm woke me up this morning. I hate that shit because it makes me feel like I am running behind all damn day long. Oh well, oh well, oh well....must trudge through.
Mayo, I just want to revisit your post for a little bit this morning. You sound like you are less than confident in your ability to be there for someone, but I have no doubts in you. Just being there is the most important thing you can do. Holding someone's hand, talking to them, sitting with them, resting with them and helping them...that's all that you need to do to show them how much you care.
Here's a quote for you this morning: If you learn from your suffering, and really come to
understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else
who's now in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all...
Mayo, my wish for you today is that you trust and believe in your ability to help others.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. I believe in you.
I know you ain't twisting Sebastian Bach's words.
OMG! 80's Hair Metal 4-eva!!!!
Actually, I think they were more early '90's but whatever.
SKID ROW!
Actually, I listened to "Monkey Business" the other day and I'm not ashamed to say that I still love that cd. Mudkicker. Wasted Time. Yep.
Now, off to find some Ratt and Poison.
Not.
Love you all!
S&V20
P.S. - SS, you still rock my tiara off. ^_~
Good Morning, ladies!
I'm sure this will shock, but I really am getting a little concerned as to where Kapunua is. Does anyone know? It just isn't like her to be MIA.
Well, I know she was picking up her cousin this weekend, right?
I think.
What about Sister Midnite?
She only popped in for a second and then she was gone.
And where is BC?
Sdock, I feel so disconnected from you and I hate that. I do not want to think this love affair is over.
Hey, Creepy McCreeperson.
She just emailed me about you if that makes you feel any better.
You two must be like telepathically (if that's a word?) connected. ^_^
S&M, to you I say:
Our friendship draws stares and has been called creepy.
But neither one of us cares
Our connection runs deeply.
Stares like this?
O_o
Or this?
@_@
And sometimes like this?
>_<
You know I'm just messing with ya.
This came from some little lost girl that I found:
TELL THEM MY LITTLE MANGLED HEART IS BREAKING AND ASK THEM WHERE WERE THEY YESTERDAY...I WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED AND WAITED.
Oh, dear Jesus. I'm at a loss for words, PPU. Really. O_@
I was recovering from the weekend. Please give my sweet Solly my most humble apologies, S&M.
Will do, PPU.
Say, just what do unicorns do that to have to recover from?
O_O
Do I even want to know?
Ok, that sounds all stupid but you know what I meant.
Just what the hell did you you do this weekend?
Hi hi hi?
Sis Midnite's around, just not as much as she wants to be. Damned reality is gettin' in my way again. :(
PPU, glad you like the unicorn.
It gives Sdock a visual when she's missing you.
O_o Did somebody mention Sebastian? Are you trying to make me run away?!?!?
Solly quoted Sebastian. She deserves a whippin' for that.
And to think, I was going to name my first child after him.
What the hell was I thinking?
Princess, I am SO glad you didn't.
The guy is an utter PIG. >.<
Not like Mr. Rob Thomas. Now there's a nice guy. :)
Love the name Sebastian, and I used to drool over him back in the day. But after meeting him (and finding out what a dumbass he is), I've changed my tunage, y'know?
Rob Thomas makes me melt. I love that guy. I don't care what he sings either. He is awesome, talented, beautiful.
Magic, fireworks....^_^
I do not want to work!!!!
My head hurts.
My life sucks.
What do you do about that?
Hell if I know.
At least they make a pill for my head.
Damn.
PPU, hows come you never answer any questions?!?!?!
Oh, lifes little mysteries.
Well, back to work now.
XOXO,
S&V20
I was a fan of Matchbox 20 back in the day, you know, before Rob went all solo on us.
And I've never noticed how INTO the performance the guitarist is. He pretty much rocks.
Anyway! Just thought I'd drop by :)
Hello Smoke, SisterM, PPU, and everyone else who comes out to the porch!
See you all later!
RAAAAAAAAWR?!
How are we all doing today? =]
Good I hope? I love the porch, so calm and relaxing! I should chill with you all more often!! ^_^
I am sorry I do not answer your questions, S&M. I am actually very boring and my answers would not be all that interesting.
Hello, Mustard.
Hi PPU
I'm ever so lonely right now. =[
How are you? =]
Princess, I have a headache, too.
Maybe it's going around? (I get migraines, too. I have really good medical benefits, but I still hope it doesn't turn into a migraine.)
Work pretty much sucks all around, no doubt about that.
Mustard - Yes, Paul (MB20's guitarist) really gets into his playing. He reminds me of a preppy Frankie sometimes. :)
Hi, Paperheart. Do not feel lonely, you are surrounded by your family.
PPU,
You obviously have a more interesting life than mine. To have to recover from the weekend and all...
WHAT THE HELL DO UNICORNS DO????
Were you in a parade?
Was there a swingin' unicorn party that I wasn't invited to?
What the hell?
^_~
By the way, your sweet Solly says hi!
Say that three times really fast!
PH!!! Blog Angel! How are you?
Awh thanks PPU. Not lonely lonely, but like, the type of lonely where I don't want to be alone, and no one is here to talk to. =]
Hi Smokie! =]
S&V!<3
I am good, how about you? =]
PH! How are you, sweetie??
I like the unicorn party idea.
It would be, like, way pretty.
Or maybe there are some NOT-so-pretty (or purple) unicorns?
PPU, help us out here...
hello porch dwellers!
how we all doing?
WAY pretty. ^_^
Sparkly.
With rainbows.
Am I right, PPU?
Or is more wicked?
Muwhahaha!
SM, I am good! How are you doing? Hows Edmonton today? =]
<3
Hey FASC!<3
Whats new with you today? =]
Smokie, how are you? =]
<3
Okay dudes, I'm off for my last class of the day!
Love you lots;
- 007
<3
Bye PH!!!!
*Hugs*
hi PH, S&V and anyone around!!
i'm good thanks PH.its 7.55pm here. kids in bed, mr bloke at football (soccer) and me on the computer with no hassle. hurray!!
Hey FASC!
I'm just trying to get PPU to answer some questions for me. So far, it's not working out to hot.
Damn you, PPU!
Hi FASC!
Bye, PH!
PPU has gone very quiet, or has left the porch...
I just dropped all my ibuprofens all over the floor! It took me 10 minutes to find 6 pills. Can you say, SM = dumb? *lol*
God, I just wish I had one of L's vicoden at the moment.
That would be WAY sweet. ^_^
hi S&V! god you guys not even finished work yet!
its 21.49 with me!
not long for you to go though ey!
hi sis M! saw you at magicwords forum. i have been meaning to get there and i've had a read but alas limited time! and basically i've said alot of it before at mayos. i get bored with the sound of myself going on about the same thing ya know. *sighs*
Hey guys.
Smoke, just saw your comment at Mayo's.
I'm in utter shock. And to think he has a little baby.
This year has not been good at all for those in the entertainment business, music included.
This is just horrible.
FASC, I know what you mean about limited time. I've talked to MX and 5ft4giant for a while, so I thought I'd join and see what other people thought.
It's a small group, so I can get caught up there really quickly. It's a lot harder to do that here, even though I'd never leave BlogBelieve. ^_^
((I rhymeded!))
OMG @ Heath Ledger!!! WTF??
yeh sis M. it seems like a cool same thinking place. i'm friends with 5ft4giant and magicwords on buzznet. i just get so busy with life, opening another area is kind of daunting cos i know its another place i have to check out daily!! sounds crazy but i do tend to get obsessive about things!!
not enough time!!
i wish i could survive on 4 hrs sleep a night but sadly not!
Sometimes when things like this happen, it puts everything into perspective, yet again.
I don't want this to ever hit close to home.
FASC, I don't know how you keep up here. If I had a hubby & kids, I'd be completely insane by now. Life is too damn busy.
River Phoenix is the first person I thought of, too!!
And if you believe in the theory of threes, then two more might be coming... (unless you count Suzanne Pleshette [sp?]) -_-
Hey guys. =]
Such a shame about Heath! What about his daughter?
=[
sis M sometimes i don't keep up and i so want to!!
i don't think i've ever totally gotten over river phoenix. horrible.
MIB don't even say it. i have bad thoughts about him. sometimes bad dreams when i get up and have to check the news you know. bad shit!!
sis M i hadn't realised she had died. i'm sure the news has reached england but i'd not heard.
its all sad isn't it.
Fuck my life, if that happened MIB, I'd actually cry like there was no tomorrow.
Yeah, I've never met him, I don't know Gerard Way, but still, he's looked up to, and even though he's had his fair share of dick moments, I still respect him for the music and the message.
I'm going to go to the store with my dad. I'll be back later. =]
<3
MIB i must confess particularly round the end of PR and september i honestly thought that was going to happen. i just thought fuck i don't want to ever see that bit of news!!
still worrying, just can't help it!
Oh, shit FASC.
I didn't see what you said about "not saying anything" until after I posted.
If it makes you edgy or anything, please tell me, and I'll erase it.
I'm skipping over it myself.
bye PH!
*If it makes you all edgy, I mean.
Hello guys!
Shit, I've just found out about Heath Ledger....I'm shocked....
Hey Sdock :)
It's so sad to think about.
28 years old.
Someone shouldn't be able to die that young.
I don't even know what to think, it's just so shocking.
MIB no its fine you don't need to worry. shit hey its just been a thing on my mind with him for a while but no worries. i'm sure we have all had the same dark thoughts with him now and again or it just be me and you MIB??!!
sdock i know numb and horrible!!
its all shit!
ok guys sorry but i have to leave you. will see you tomorrow though.
love to all.
Hey sdock and mustard!
How've you been guys?
Hello Bella!
Goodbye, FASC :) I'd be willing to bet we aren't the only two. But, I hate thinking about it.
I'll be back in a few minutes. I have things I need to do real quick :)
Hey all!
*Hugs all around*
I am completely shocked about his death. He was my age. And he had a future and so much opportunity.
I feel so sad for his child.
Hey ALL,
I will brb...must go feed my doggies.
*sdock is pondering drowning her sorrows tonight*
Hi and bye faraway!
ps: I had the same feeling as you about him, so don't worry sweetie! ;D
Yep, and this makes it worse.
And for someone to die alone....and nobody missed him until he didn't make an appointment.
It's just sad all the way around.
Hey guys, sorry if I left but I needed to smoke...
You're right sdock, it's sad. I'm so sorry for him...
It always gets me thinking, how can someone with so much talent and opportunity, feel so disassociated with the world?
They really do live in a bubble. Maybe the pressure is too much, or maybe they have not developed the resilience you require to survive. It so so heartbreaking.
When I hear things like this, it reminds me of that other boy on stage. I sincerely hope his wife gives him all the love he requires.
Exactly, KD.
It just also show that it doesn't matter how talented or how loved and adored you are or how many fans you have...if you can't love yourself, that's a pretty hard demon to conquer.
You always feel lonely. You always feel ugly. You always feel useless. You always feel insignificant.
Damnit man, it's fucked up.
Wow.
Yeah.
Can I add to KD's comment, that we all want to see [what Mustard said] never, ever, EVER happen?
It hurt to write those words.
I'm seriously thinking about chucking them.
Sister midnite, even the thought would make me ill.
That would be incomprehensible to me.
I have to admit I have thought about it a lot since this has happened.
That's why I guess I always try to stress that even on this blog we should do our best to listen and treat everyone the same. There is always a person behind those words, typing. You never know what someone might need to hear. They could be acting out just hoping someone will hear them screaming. We have to at least try, right?
It is just so sad. Really. And what you guys were talking about earlier, just made me even sadder.
Exactly, Sdock.
Just exactly.
I agree sdock,
I have to go out now, but will try to return later.
Okay, I'm going to erase it.
Bye, KD
Hey Princess
This makes me miss MissT even more. And where is Jules? Mustard, have you talked to Jules today?
Okay, I guess we need something funny now, so...
http://www.buzznet.com/tags
/mychemicalromance/photos/
lol/?id=36302411
Isn't he adorable?
Sdock:
I sent her an email, but I haven't heard back from her :(
MissT should be back tomorrow!
Guys, I am so sorry for ditching! Thank you for all your emails of concern. It wasn't on purpose, I just got to work today and found that I had not charged my Crackberry. O_o I'm sorry. And I just haven't been feeling Mayo's lately (pun away!) but I think I am gonna make an epic post there anyway. ^_^
I owe a bunch of emails, and I'm sorry for disappearing.
katherine dreier said...
When I hear things like this, it reminds me of that other boy on stage. I sincerely hope his wife gives him all the love he requires.
KD, that's a great sentiment, but it's not nearly enough. I think that Gerard labors under that impression, too, that someone can "love you enough" and that will somehow fix things. It can't. You can love someone as hard as life itself, but you can't save them. And I can't even imagine the burden of having to love someone enough to save their life. If Gerard became the next Shannon Hoon, Kurt Cobain, Layne Staley, Heath Ledger, whoever, would LynZ have to spend the rest of her days wondering if she loved him enough? I hope not.
That said, yup, this whole thing made me think of Gerard. ANd I won't lie: when I went to get my dogs and my Mom said, "Have you heard any of the news yet?" my first thought was, "Well, it happened."
Where is Jules?
I swear everytime I do that, you show up!
How cute is that face?!
That screams, "I am sooooooo innocent!"
Jules!
Yay! I missed YOU!
Kapunua!
YHUS!
How are you?
Yep, regardless of what she does, it won't be enough to save him. He has to love himself first.
Maybe, though, just maybe, he will be the exception to that rule. Maybe he loves her enough to want to change.
I don't know.
Hey Jules!
Glad to hear your okay! ;)
"That screams, "I am sooooooo innocent!"
XD
"Well, it happened."
*shivers*
I don't want to think about this anymore.
I don't ever want to be having this conversation with Gerard's name attached to it.
*you're....
Sorry, I'm pretty tired...
Damn.
That picture Bella posted?
There's a picture someone's posted of Heath and his little girl in the MCR pictures forum.
Okay, so now I'm a little nauseous.
Princess,
Exactly, I hope he does.
That pic was too cute. It should be fucking illegal to be that precious!
Taken from MSN:
NEW YORK - Heath Ledger was found dead Tuesday in a Manhattan apartment in what police sources are calling an apparent suicide or accidental overdose. He was 28.
That's so incredibly heartwrenching.
I saw that, too, Mustard. So sad.
That face?
Innocent?
Not in a million years. ^_^
And it keeps getting shittier--
Taken from the same article:
Ledger was born in 1979 in Perth, in western Australia, to a mining engineer and a French teacher, and got his first acting role playing Peter Pan at age 10 at a local theater company.
Okay guys I'll go to bed.
See you tomorrow.
Love you all!
*HUGS & KISSES*
Bella, goodnight! Sleep well and see you tomorrow :)
If it was a suicide, which they'll probably never know...
That is so tragic. It's tragic either way but to think that dude had nobody to talk to.
Or didn't think he did.
I just don't understand.
Peter Pan?
Are you serious?
Yes, my heart went into my stomach when I read that.
This is past shitty.
"...and got his first acting role playing Peter Pan at age 10 at a local theater company"
OH SHIT...
Goodnight everyone!
Damn
I'm pretty speechless.
Goodnight Bella.
Sweet dreams!
What are the odds, right?
I'm with you Sdock. I don't really know what to talk about.
You know, you sit back and think, now there is two guys that probably had so much in common and they never knew it.
Both very talented, both very private and shy individuals.
I just hope that Gerard has someone, maybe Mikey, maybe Frank, maybe LynZ, someone that he can be completely open and honest with about whatever. I hope he never feels lonely.
Somehow, I'm not convincing myself of that.
Me, too, Smoke.
You just want someone to be there for him when he needs it.
I wish that for everybody.
Sometimes my wishes don't get past my mouth though.
You know what guys? I am just using this as a good time to walk around BlogBelieve and visit peeps houses. I want people to know that I think about them.
Sorry if that sounds corny, but it's true. I don't want anyone to feel like they aren't heard or to feel lonely.
Do that, Sdock.
I'm gonna send out an email.
Sad, but true.
I'm still trying to get past the twenty-eight years old part.
Twenty-eight with a baby girl.
That baby girl will only know her daddy in movies now.
It's just not fair.
Hi everyone! Mayo's house has gone to shit, I doubt the anon's will clear up the shit so I've phoned the cleaning crew we use for parties and warned them it's not for the fainthearted. We don't want Mayo blaming us for leaving his mansion smelling of shit! :D
Princess,
You're exactly right about that. That little girl will never know. She is so young that she probably won't remember him at all.
In that respect, We are pretty fucking blessed. We can pick up the phone and mama and daddy would be here in a heartbeat. I can't even imagine what it would be like to grow up and not know that.
Mustard, then don't read my post at Mayo's, okay? ^_^
I missed you guys today! I felt cut off. ^_^
Exactly.
And what's going on at Mayo's is pissing me off. Why can't people just be satisfied and leave other folks alone?
I swear to God.
I honestly don't care who SS or Mayo is. DAMN!!!
I didn't know when I came here and I still don't know that I'll ever know. Do I lose sleep over it? NO!
Oh my GAWSH!
Jules, I kept asking the Princess if you had showed up today. And I kept checking my emails. I'm glad you are back.
Hi Lucylu!
Sdock,
I take that back.
I'm going to let you do it.
Your heart is much bigger than mine.
I hope that people know that I'm here for them if they ever need me.
Me, too, Mustard. ^_^
You guys know I'm not a mushy-mushy sweet person. That doesn't mean I don't care about people and their feelings. I just don't show it like some can.
I'm just not built that way. O_O
I do love each and every one of you and you guys know where I am.
Although,
If you are feelin' froggy, I started a post or a compilation rather of some of my favorite lines from some of my favorite songs on my blog.
It will be a work in progress.
Just something different....
^_^
Princess,
I told you I have ESP. I just posted on your blog.
Now do you guys believe me?
Off for a bath, I will be back soon.
Amy Winehouse is on video smoking crack and snorting coke and Heath Ledger is dead.
Must be the way balance is restored in the world, right?
Hi Socky! I think I'm staying out of Mayo's for a while until the cleaning crew have been and gone!
Splash! You gave SS an A and now his mum is going to be proud of him! *squeeeeeee*
K, you must never ever leave us again *clings to your ankle*
I knew SS would be cool about the permission but he didn't know about your story :(
She's on video? What?
What the hell is wrong with people?
Hey Lucy!
*whispers* Don't mention that at Mayo's.
I'll get struck down again. */whisper*
How awesome is SS?! Way!!!
Smoke,
I saw the video with my own peepers. It wasn't so nice.
WAY!
The dude is too funny, for real. And he obviously thinks we're pretty funny, too.
^_^
YAY! SS thinks we're funny. We make him laugh.
Oh that is so sad. And to think that somebody would rather video her instead of stepping in and saying "Hey, you need some help, lady."
It's not right.
I read the bit where he said we give him late night giggles. I always imagine him sitting at his laptop with his shoulders shaking cos he is laughing so much. He is a lurky lurker.
That was the sweetest little boy on Idol just then.
Oh, gosh. Adorable.
Ok, well I'm off for a bit.
Later peeps!
Love ya!
XOXO,
S&V20
Ok, cute Australian guy!
Ok, bye!!!
Good evening! =]
<3
RAWR!
PH,
I shall tackle you with my hugs!
OMG this Albert guy on Idol, with the long hair and glasses! Smelling flowers and writing his "tragedy" song. OMG, I love this show. ^_^
jules,
me too!
Welcome back Kapunua!
Hello again everyone!
I totally agree with you Kapunua, no one can save anyone. But sometimes, in very rare cases the deep love of someone can make one connect with a lost part of themselves, even if it is just an inkling. However, self acceptance is an such an important attribute, for it is the lens in which we view the world. Without it, we distort things terribly.
I do hope for him and everyone else, that they would have a chance to experience how wonderful love can be. Not in a soppy way, but more in an unconditional way.
Sdock and KD, hello!
Ah, I'm a big believer in being happy with yourself before being happy with someone else.(I know that's what you're saying, too.) I don't actually quite believe in the transformative power of romantic love, either--afraid I'm too cold, dry and scientific for that. But more than that, Gerard seems to be anything but happy. He seems bitter and angry. It's upsetting to witness.
OH MY GOD! I love the "leave me alone" dude!
AI RULES!
I don't believe in romantic love either Kapunua. I think real love is much more mature.
But I must admit, his behavior for the better part of last year has been frightening.
I had a look at the most recent pictures from Vietnam, and I saw such sadness. I may be misinterpreting things, but it was just the body language, sunglasses and hat.
Posted it for you Sdock :)
Wow, and those are really tough questions.
Oh thank you Mustard,
I had deleted it. I didn't know if anyone was here and I didn't want it just sitting there.
Mustard,
Shit like that just gets me to thinking, ya know?
I don't know why it hits me so hard, but it does.
Mustard and All,
I'm off for the night. I think I will go to bed early for the first time in a while.
Love you ALL and I will catch ya tomorrow.
Nite, Mayo
Nite, SS
Nite, BB Family and Friends
Nite, PPU
Nite, Lurkers
Nite, Anons
Nite ALL!
When something like this happens, it can only make you think.
It's making me think.
To end your life, there are things wrongs that you just don't know how you will fix.
You just don't want to be. And I think, as humans, we've all been there, or we will be there and we will feel like we can't go on, but some people fight it.
Others sometimes can't.
And that's what makes it so hard, because there are a lot of 'What if?'s involved and could you have done this, should I have been there.
You want people that are in that position to find something that makes them want to keep going. Something that still makes it okay for just a bit so they have some hope left.
What do you do, really?
Mustard,
It breaks my heart the people feel that lonely and disconnected.
Yeah, but I will pose you one more question.
Why does my heart not break for myself?
I recognize the fuckedupness in all my statements tonight.
Anyways..
Love ya!
*peeks in, sees everyone on the porch is asleep, whispers "Godnight" and tiptoes away*
katherine dreier said...
I don't believe in romantic love either Kapunua. I think real love is much more mature.
But I must admit, his behavior for the better part of last year has been frightening.
I had a look at the most recent pictures from Vietnam, and I saw such sadness. I may be misinterpreting things, but it was just the body language, sunglasses and hat.
We see the same things, KD. And we might be misinterpreting, but the change in his entire demeanor doesn't mean nothing. There's something to that and it's not a good thing.
Yeah!
*punches fist in air with joy*
My sucky computer let me in here at last!
*dances excitedly around with glee*
Ummm...
>_>
<_>
O_O
Everyone's asleep?
Oh, crap!
*goes off to make dinner*
*leaves warm smiles for FASC and SisM for being BN friends with my little darling*
hey PP!
is 5ft4giant related to you?? i know she is a kiwi.
Hi FASC!
Yep, she's my daughter.
Small world, huh?
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