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p.s. Nothing but silence and the sound of my breaking heart.
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Home of the Porchies, the Sluts, those afflicted with Smaw Poese, the lonely bitter Hags, the Homie Ho's, the ubiquitous and somewhat cantankerous Unicorn, and anyone else who feels like an outcast from time to time.
Weaver Girl said:
At our backs the castle door,
others feel free to ignore
this extension of extended metaphor
On the porch swings where we sit,
quick of tongue and fleet of wit
games and poems to submit
Open books in open hands,
poetry from other lands,
lyrics from our favorite bands
A telling word, a single note,
and meaning in a random quote:
significance of what we wrote
Different cultures and aesthetic,
for this we're not apologetic!
We are just beyond poetic!
Killers, X Files, Broken Bride
never are these words denied,
here they often all collide
from the early light of dawn,
as we used to, still wait on
the random poetry anons
Jack White, movies, TBS,
have you wisdom to profess?
Here, the answer's always "Yes"
Here we play, by words transfixed,
Haiku and pop culture mixed,
nothing broken, nothing fixed
Here is truth and here's creation
joy and horror, pain, elation,
in a story, small salvation
And here is laughter, here we're free
to be whatever we may be
and though others may disagree,
we greet the castle, greet its lord
and do so of our own accord
and shun the frothing, rabid horde
Be it known I'd so much rather
read my friends and all their "blather,"
on the porch here, where we gather.
others feel free to ignore
this extension of extended metaphor
On the porch swings where we sit,
quick of tongue and fleet of wit
games and poems to submit
Open books in open hands,
poetry from other lands,
lyrics from our favorite bands
A telling word, a single note,
and meaning in a random quote:
significance of what we wrote
Different cultures and aesthetic,
for this we're not apologetic!
We are just beyond poetic!
Killers, X Files, Broken Bride
never are these words denied,
here they often all collide
from the early light of dawn,
as we used to, still wait on
the random poetry anons
Jack White, movies, TBS,
have you wisdom to profess?
Here, the answer's always "Yes"
Here we play, by words transfixed,
Haiku and pop culture mixed,
nothing broken, nothing fixed
Here is truth and here's creation
joy and horror, pain, elation,
in a story, small salvation
And here is laughter, here we're free
to be whatever we may be
and though others may disagree,
we greet the castle, greet its lord
and do so of our own accord
and shun the frothing, rabid horde
Be it known I'd so much rather
read my friends and all their "blather,"
on the porch here, where we gather.
Go With The Flow
This River Is Wild
Leaves are falling down
On the beautiful ground
I heard a story from the man in red
He said the leaves are falling down
Such a beautiful sound so I think you
Son, I think you better go ahead
But you always hold your head up high
Cause it's a long, long, long way down
This town was meant for passing through
But it ain't nothing new
Now go and show them
That the world stayed round
But it's a long, long, long way down
You better run for the hills before they burn
Listen to the sound of the world
And watch it turn
I just want to show you what I know
And catch you when the current lets you go
Or should I just get along with myself
I never did get along with everybody else
I've been trying hard to do what's right
But you know I could stay here all night
And watch the clouds fall from the sky
This river is wild
This river is wild
The Killers
Leaves are falling down
On the beautiful ground
I heard a story from the man in red
He said the leaves are falling down
Such a beautiful sound so I think you
Son, I think you better go ahead
But you always hold your head up high
Cause it's a long, long, long way down
This town was meant for passing through
But it ain't nothing new
Now go and show them
That the world stayed round
But it's a long, long, long way down
You better run for the hills before they burn
Listen to the sound of the world
And watch it turn
I just want to show you what I know
And catch you when the current lets you go
Or should I just get along with myself
I never did get along with everybody else
I've been trying hard to do what's right
But you know I could stay here all night
And watch the clouds fall from the sky
This river is wild
This river is wild
The Killers
The Switch & The Spur
any poor souls
who trespass against us
Whether it be beast or man
Will suffer the bite
or be stung dead on sight
By those who inhabit this land
For theirs is the power
And this is their kingdom
as sure as the sun does burn
So enter this path
but heed these four words...
......you shall never return.
The Raconteurs
who trespass against us
Whether it be beast or man
Will suffer the bite
or be stung dead on sight
By those who inhabit this land
For theirs is the power
And this is their kingdom
as sure as the sun does burn
So enter this path
but heed these four words...
......you shall never return.
The Raconteurs
91 comments:
*Hums soothingly to break the silence and hugs tightly to share the hurt*
You okay sweetie?
Ladies,
Have a wonderful day! I'll be thinking of you.
PPU,
I've slipped into a tragic state of affairs. You might not can hear me, but can you see me?
Love you ALL!
I see you. You have a good day too.
*avoids traps easy peasy pumpkin peasy*
Hey PP.
Hey Anony-person.
Can you hear that?
It's the sound of P<3 putting your heart back together for you! ^_^
I won't be on till much later tonight. School, shopping, skating. (Today's three S's)
I love you all very much!
xox
- 004
<3
Come back to me, pretty S.
PH, do you know how sweet you are?
You really are an angel.
PPU,
I noticed this morning that Sdock had left you a comment on her blog. It's on her last post.
Did you see it?
I have seen it now, thanks for bringing it to my attention.
You're welcome, PPU.
Have a fantabulous day, My Little Pony. ^_~
"Raise your hand if..."
You feel numb.
Like a bomb could drop and you wouldn't care.
Fucking mood swings.
Hey everybody :)
Hope we're all okay.
I gots both hands raised.
I don't know what the deal is with today.
Maybe cause I'm married to a complete Jackass. Yep, that's got a lot to do with it.
Yeah, I don't know what the deal is either.
Should be the most happiest (Let me revel in my illiteracy) time of the year.
Newsflash.
It isn't.
I'm still chewing over Mayo's post.
Something feels wrong to me, but I don't know what it is.
Maybe that's part of mine.
I just get the feeling that he's trying to hide something and he's never going to be happy unless he can learn to accept it. Ya know?
I don't know. I wish he'd talk to us more.
Princess, I'm with you.
It's not a cheerful post, but then this time of year isn't always cheery, y'know?
Finally back.
Still hoping you all are having a kick-ass day.
Mayo's post is still bothersome to me.
I kinda feel the way Kapunua feels when it comes to giving our $.02 on something we really know nothing about. Maybe he'll still listen though.
I guess sometimes the truth hurts.
It made me sad, kind of.
Like failure would be a given if he stopped running.
It doesn't have to be like that, though. For anyone.
It did me, too.
I can just picture him running himself ragged until the time finally comes when he can't do it anymore.....
That part scares me.
The curtain and the guillotine?
WTF?
That doesn't make me think good thoughts.
God, I don't know. That post seems all over the place to me.
smoke&venom20 said...
I just get the feeling that he's trying to hide something and he's never going to be happy unless he can learn to accept it. Ya know?
I agree 100%.
hi guys!
i dunno with mayos posts i start off feeling a certain way then i let it sink in read it a few more times go about my day for a bit and then i feel a different way about it?? when i first read his latest i though it sounded quite positive. but now i'm not so sure atall!! its never easy with him though!
guys i tried to do that clever blue link thing with my gifts and it wouldn't work, twice. i followed what K told me to do but alas no. can some one spell it out to me again please. i would so very much appreciate it!
thankies.
MIB i am off to the pressie place to give it a go! thank you very much!
You're welcome!
If it doesn't work, come back and we'll walk through it together :)
It's like if he keeps really really busy, he doesn't have to stop & think, or make any kind of choice about something...
I'm probably completely wrong. That's just how I read it.
I agree, Sis.
Hello Everybody!!!!!!!!!!
Hi Miss T! ::grope::
*another grope for sis m*
Tonight you are well and truly groped.
Miss T, my pink parts hurt. ^_~
Still at work, dammit. So if I don't answer right away, you know why.
sis m, I'll kiss em better.
*sniggers at naughtiness*
I can't help myself.
Hello good people!
Hello GS, how are you?
Hi Miss T, sorry about that, I was wandering. I'm fine thankyou, yourself?
I'm feeling quite chipper today as dg put it.
Copied & pasted from the cabana to the DM hacienda. ^_~
Whoo, I get to go home early! ^_^
Now I can get a nap in, and still come back and play with all you guys. Maybe even get my prezzies done!
Laterz, gatorz! *waves dorkily*
how dee! won't be here for too much longer. had a tad of a row with mr bloke..............quote "i can't compete with your internet mates!"
i said "there's no competition this is my free time and that is yours."
basically the guy does not enjoy me having free/fun time?? he probably would rather me have no interest in anything and just plod on with life cos thats no threat to him!
oh man its draining!
Hi and bye Sis M.
Is he feeling a tadge neglected?
See you later sis m.
Faraway, remember when I told you to drug him? Now could be that time. Spike his dinner and shut him up ha!
GS he is feeling totally neglected!! although i am the only person in this house to complete all xmas cards/ presents/visits non xmas tidying/ cleaning/ may be not special time with him but thats ditto double fold on him!....blah blah .......but still he feels neglected!! i can't win and if i'm honest he doesn't want me too!
and i'm cool with that too who ants to win anyway!"
Well, you can merrily chat away to us then!!
I bet the children are mega excited!
Hello family,
I'm home!
Miss me much?
Fuck yes you did!
*runs up and smothers sdock in kisses*
I missed you this much *indicates arms outspread*
Fuck yes I did!!!
I've been looking for you all over!
You okay?
yes they are GS. how do sdock!!! i'm so late with all my comments, but they mean as much i promise!
OH my GAWWHD! I missed you all so much. You have no idea how hard it was.
Now I know how crackheads feel!
*runs around tongue kissing everyone*
What the fuck is up with blogger? It's still giving me hard time.
sdock, I was nice to your PPU for you.
I quite like the little fellow.
Are you OK? Did you get into too much trouble?
gotta leave my beautiful family again! such is life. see you later guys.xxx
Hi sdock!!
gosh it would be hard to resist the blog temptation, congratulations on surviving!
Did anything get said today?
MissT, Thank you for being sweet to PPU. I have grown very fond of them. Something magical about a unicorn...ya know?
OOoooh work...no big touble yet.
*sdock is turning blue from holding her breath*
Goodnight faraway.
Hi Ergo!
Sdock, maybe they won't bollock you as it is the season of goodwill.
Good night FASC.
Sdock, so you haven't lost your job? Why did I think that you had? Argh, I'm cracking up!
Nothing said so far...but silence sucks, ya know?
I'd rather just get bitched out and wrote up and move on instead of quiet silence.
Oh well....I will just do my job from now and get lost in my head.
You are not the only one having mayo problems sdock.
I can get there if you want me to post you something.
I'm here Socky.
* passes a ready lit blog *
So, lets get deep. Where do you think we will all be this time next year?
You should still be able to load at this amount of comments! That's spooky.
How are you Mustard?
Sdock, good to read you. What's going on, are you all right?
Mustard...wonder if we weren't tied to each other could we load Mayo?
*ponders and takes a big inhale of the blog*
MissT, I'm sure I will want you post for me later.
I am wrapping my sissy's Christmas present...it is going to be so bad ass. I wish I could tell you guys, but I can't.
Sucky, Sdock, but also hanging in there.
Can you tell us what's going on? It sounds like it's something pretty serious. And we miss you.
I'm so glad to have you back, Sdock.
I become downtrodden when I don't speak with you guys. Like, it just bums me out.
This is what I'm doin'. I'm contacting Blogger somehow. TJ mentioned that it could be because there are so many icons, that they're not loading correctly, thus not loading the page because of all the content.
I'm gonna see what, if anything, can be done.
I'm so sorry, Sdock. People like that just wear you down. It sucks that you're going through it. >_<
What sucks is that I feel like I have to choose between you guys and the rest of the world....
Am I missing anything at Mayo's?
I don't know if anything's going on or not. :(
I'm just going to hang out with you guys. I'm tired of trying to refresh the page over there.
I think I'm gonna go write a new entry on my blog. I've got some things I just feel like releasing.
But! I'll be back */Awnuld voice*
Am I missing anything at Mayo's?
Right now we're discussing Bert & Gerard, and CTV's just amitted she's a hobosexual.
Hello again.
You're not missing much Sdock.
What kind of trouble are you guys having with Blogger?
I can't load all the comments. The comment box won't even pull up.
It's the unicorn. It's unleashed it's evil wrath on me.....
Ha! Just playin' PPU. I know you lurk after dark. ^_~
excuse me, i don't mean to butt in, but i just wanted to say that it seems to be working okay at mayo's if i load the comment page directly from the main page, and skip trying to refresh it.
hope that helps!
Seems a lot of people have been having that problem lately, S&V :/ I haven't noticed it at all, it's all still loading for me.
Are you on dial-up?
Smoke,
I'm right there with ya. I can't load Mayo either.
If ppu lurks after dark, then come the fuck out and play.
...just saying
You all okay over here?
The conversation is now talking about Frerard, Frank being thrown, a tacky comment from an anon about that was because he wouldn't swallow, the possiblity of a stronger relationship between Frank and Gerard, that's about it.
Same old, same old.
^At least it's not Marks of Love anon. This one is crass, but doesn't bother me too much.
Bedtime I'm afraid.
Adieu good people, I shall see you on the morrow!
Sdock, you have a wonderful way with the english language.
Thank you, MissT.
I have to try so hard what with being from the south and all.
MissT,
I went to your house earlier.
...hope I didn't leave a mess.
MissT,
Do ya think I could get paid for talking that way?*
*irony considering it might get me fired
sdcok, I'm sure you could get paid for talking like that but you might have to do it in your undies.
I shall go see if you left a mess at my house.
Nice boobies sdock.
I returned the compliment.
kewl beans!
MissT please post to Mayo for me:
Mayo,
How are you tonight, my friend? Doing well, I hope. Me? I am beat down tired. Yeah, I was up at like 2am this morning. I swear I heard you whisper in my ear that you posted a new blog. That plus the fact that my neck was tied in complete knots....
So blogger is being a punk ass little bitch tonight and won't let me get in again. What the fuck? Oh well, it's just topping on a shitty ass end of the week. My situation is still basically the same. Don't know what is going to happen. Do I even care anymore? Of course I do....it wouldn't hurt if I didn't.
Mayo, I am kind of worried about you and your internal debate. Is it really a debate or something you keep running away from? See, here I go again...not knowing if I am talking about you or me here. I know what it's like to keep yourself busy with other things or people just so you don't have to stop and focus on yourself. And so we run.....and we try to fill in our empty voids with anything or anyone that we find. It works for a little while until those unsettled feelings creep back in...and we must find something or someone new. And we keep running....not realizing we are running to try and escape ourselves.
Or do we?
Will we ever love ourselves enough to fully trust ourselves?
Here's to me hoping that one day soon, we will.
Shit, I sure do miss my corner. I feel like a babble less when I'm there. Maybe I'm just sleep deprived.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Always 20/20
Will do sweetie.
Done it sdock.
Thank you, MissT!
You are as always the bestest!
I love you bunches and bunches and more bunches.
I hope tomorrow will be more fun for all of us.
We need a party or something.
Like a pre-Christmas party or something.
oh well...
Nite, Nite
Goodnight sdock.
I love you bunches and bunches.
Fun sounds good, count me in.
See you tomorrow.
xxxxx
Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
*is wearing green today*
*has come to say hello*
*has been a bit busy with christmas outfit*
Baaaaa
*would love an ear scratch
SDock, you still awake?
(goes to Shaunette and rubs behind her ears)
Baaaaaaaaaaa
*closes eyes*
*loves Jennicula for scratching her*
*looks about*
*can't see any of her friends*
*straightens tiara*
*decides to have a sleep under the hydrangeas and wait for tomorrow*
Baaaaa
*snore*
Baaaa
*snore*
Hahaha little sheep. I wonder what do sheep count so they can fall asleep.
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